Chelseas POV
They say a person with a disease, such as mine can tell when the end is to come. Its as if the brain sends out a signal to the rest of the body that its time is done, thats its time to give up. The body then shuts itself down slowly until theres nothing left.
~The next morning~
My room was packed full of my friends and family, most fought the urge to cry but some couldnt. They were all fearful of what was going to happen today, wether I would make it or not. As much as I loved them all being here my body protested, headaches arose with time and got worse by the minute. Justin noticed and called everyones attenetion, I didnt hear much he said my head pounding made it difficult.
"Bye Chelsea." Mutters filled the room as the piled out and left the room with just me, my dad and Justin
"Thanks." I said weakly and Justin smiled
"Shh, you need rest." He whispered petting my head gently "I love you so much." His soft lips brushed my forehead
"I love you to." My voice came out wobbly and hoarse
He just smiled and took my hand gently in his, his thumb gently swept across it.
"You make me complete, your all that matters to me. Whats a king bed without a queen." He sang softly
I shut my eyes tightly in attempts to block the pain radiating through my body so I could focus on Justins voice but I just couldnt.
"Chelsea, im going to give you some medicine for your pain okay?" I heard Dr.Ashley says softly
I shook my head slowly, I felt the medicine enter my IV and begin coursing through my veins. After a few minutes my pain died down to a dull ache and I opened my eyes. Justins big honey orbs were staring up at me, his lips on my hand.
I looked over at my dad who was sitting there staring at me with a blank expression, I could tell he was holding his emotions back.
"You can cry." I whispered weakly catching his attention
He shook his head and looked at me "Your mom wouldnt want me to." He smiled briefly before the blank expression was back on his face again
I sighed and looked at Justin, his eyes were glossy. Just as a tear rolled down his cheek he turned his head and wiped it, I brought my hand over to his chin and turned his head so he faced me.
"Its okay to cry." I said softly with a small smile "Everyone breaks down sometimes Justin."
He looked up at me as more tears fell, it broke my heart to see him like this but I knew he needed to get it out. His tears fell on my hand but I didnt mind, I ruffled his hair a bit and he looked up.
"Give me a kiss." I whispered softly and he nodded
His lips slowly moved towards mine coming inches from my face, as they brushed against mine I felt alive and for a slit second like I didnt have a care in the world. I cupped his cheeks with all the energy I had, his hands rested on my wrists as our lips moved in sync.
I can say with confidence that that was the best kiss I have ever experienced in my life, it was slow, sweet and meant something. It made all the worries and fears I had disappear and instead, my body felt alive. Like a fire was lit inside me and had no chance of burning out, but that only lasted the length of the kiss.
We pulled away breathless and my body felt its same tired, weak self. A feeling I hated having, I could feel my own body shutting down and giving up. Something that even a love as strong and powerful as Justin and I's couldnt stop. A smile crept its way onto Justins face, something I loved about him so much.
"I love your smile." I coughed and he looked up at me
"I love your smile, your touch, your feel." He paused and brushed his thumb against my cheek "Your beautiful eyes, your soft lips, how beautiful you look all the time without even trying." He kissed my lips briefly before his gaze returned to me "But most importantly I love you, my best friend, my girlfriend, Chelsea Amber Braun. And thats something I can say for ever." He smiled
"I love you so much." I whispered
"I love you to the moon and back." He stuck up his pinky "Forever and always." I finished locking pinkies with him
I felt my heart beat slow down, my breathing became shallow an thready. The machine started beeping loudly and my dad rushed out of the room to get a nurse. I felt my eyes shutting slowly, I was fighting to keep them open.
"Chelsea." Justin yelled frantically
I saw his silhouette through my blurred vision, tears covered his cheeks.
"Justin." I spoke weakly "Promise me."
"I-I promise baby girl." He clutched m hand tighter "I love you so much." He whispered kissing my hand
Nurses rushed in and studied the machines, in my head I knew it was time. Something inside me clicked, like my body wanted to fight. Like it hand the power and will to make it through this all.
My dads hand clung to mine tightly as nurses flocked around the room, I saw Dr.Ashley walk in and she injected something in my IV. She said something to my dad and Justin but Justin shook his head and squeezed my hand tighter.
Tears rolled down his cheeks, I felt a few slip down my face as I watched him thrash against my dads grip. I read his lips. 'I wont leave her.' He repeated over and over again, breaking my heart.
My bestfriend, my boyfriend, the one I love with all my heart was about to experience something I wasnt sure he would be able to handle. A person who is hated on, has rumors spread about him, and who cared for people who stabbed him in the back but despite it all has a heart of gold. His figure came more and more distant as my dad drug him out of the room, I caught a glimpse of him. He gave me a small smile and mouthed 'Your mom would be proud, I love you.'
At that moment the door was shut and nurses flocked over to where I was, Dr.Ashley said something as my eyes began to close. I could physically feel my heart stop, it wanted to work but my brain told it no, that it was time to stop fighting. That despite what everyone said I was ready to leave, that it was my time.
Thats something deep down inside I didnt believe, that I could beat this and stay here with the people I love most.
God has a plan intended for us all, maybe mine was to leave, maybe it was to stay. Thats something that only he would know for the next moments, his plan would take its affect and my fate would be decided.
Moments I cherished preciously and thought about, maybe it was my time. Maybe I should accept it and leave this world to be with my mom. Or maybe I should stay here with everyone.
Justins POV
I fell against the wall, bringing my knees up to my chest and sobbing into them. Then I heard it, a noise that made my heart break. A noise that brought reality to me and it hit my like a ton of bricks. Its funny how such a simple sound can break a strong individual into pieces in a matter of a second. The faint long beep made me pray to god, that he wouldnt take my baby away from me. My world, my everything Chelsea Amber Braun.
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