Chapter 15

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Justins POV

Should I wake her and tell her? Maybe she would want to hear, or maybe not. I pondered the thought im my mind for a while, unsure of what to do. I was sitting on her bed watching her sleep, she looked so peaceful and happy with a small smile plastered on her face.

"Chels." I croaked and cleared my throat "Chelsea." I whispered shaking her

She groaned and her eyes fluttered open, they made there way to mine and she just looked at me.

"Youve been crying." She whispered sitting up "Why?"

"Chels, Dr.Ashley called." I started but felt myself tearing up

"Whatd she say?" She muttered looking at her hands nervously as if she already knew what was coming

"Your scans came back from this week and." I felt a lump form in my throat as a tear slipped down my cheek "Its gotten worse, alot worse." I whispered looking at her

She didnt look at me, she just stared at her hands. I took them in my own and kissed them gently.

"Im so sorry." I whispered as more tears fell

She shook her head and looked up at me, I expected to see her crying but instead her big blue eyes were normal and she had a small smile on her face.

"My mom wouldnt want me to be sad, she never was." She paused and I felt her thumb sweep over my cheek wiping away the remaining tears on my face "I dont want you to be sad either." She whispered kissing my cheek

As much as I wanted to just burst into tears I didnt, I held back my tears and managed a small smile as I looked into her beautiful eyes. She looked at me and giggled.

"What?" I laughed

"Your so cute." She smiled ruffling my hair

"Did you just touch the Justin Biebers hair?" I joked standing up

"So what if I did." She smirked

"Thats it." I smirked and got ontop of her pinning her down

"NO JUSTIN DO-"

I cut her off by tickling her, she laughed wildly and squirmed under my grip.

"J-Jus-tin s-st-op." She struggled out in between laughs

I smirked and got off of her, she tried her best to act angry as she glared at me but failed miserably.

"Your mean." She mumbled and hit me in the chest

"Owwwieeeee." I whined

"Baby." She muttered getting up

"Where are you going?" I asked sitting up

"Outside, I need fresh air." She smiled putting on her shoes

"Can I come?" I pleaded and she smirked

"I guess." She sighed but soon giggled

I got up and pulled on my supras following her downstairs and outside, she went and sat under a tree in the middle of the backyard and stared up at the sky.

"Do you ever wonder why there so many stars?" She asked laying her head on my lap

"My mom told me that for every angle there is a star, unique just like the person." I said running my fingers through her hair

She sighed and looked up at me "Can you promise me something?" She said grabbing my hand and lacing my fingers with hers

"It depends." I said smiling

"Just promise me that when im gone, youll find someone else." She sighed looking at our hands

"Dont talk like that." I said seriously

"Justin I-"

"No Chelsea, you need to stay positive. I dont want you talking like that." I yelled causing her to flinch "Sorry." I muttered looking down at her

"I just dont want you to be miserable." She said her voice shaky

"I cant make a promise I wont keep, because I wont find anyone like you. Your the first person I have met in my life that despite the dumb mistakes I make your still here, by my side. Your the most gorgeous girl I have ever laid eyes on, since that day I met you I knew you were special. I love you so much that I wont be able to love someone the way I love you Chelsea. Im sorry." A tear slipped down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away

She sat up and leaned against the tree, a fallen tear glistened on her cheek. I wiped it away gently as she turned her head so she faced me. She stared into my eyes and opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"I love you." I said looking at her

Her hand was brought up to my cheek, as her fingers swept across it I felt chills run throughout my body.

"I love you to." She whispered

I felt myself slowly leaning in as did she and...

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