San Diego
2017
House
Halle
I stayed at the house today so I don't distract Derek and also because I'm scared the guy might come back looking for me. Well at least I tried to not distract Derek but he kept calling me.
"Babe!" Derek yelled over the loud music
"Yes baby" I said rolling over in the covers
" I need you to come to the studio now!" He said and looked like he was gonna pass out
"Why babe what's wrong?" I asked jumping up but he didn't say anything
"I'm on my way baby I'll be right there" I said sliding on a crop tee shirt and spandex biker shorts and shoes before grabbing the keys and getting in the car. I sped off towards the Studio and ran in .
When I got in there Derek had tears going down his cheeks and I realized he was having a Panic attack.
"Come here " I said opening my arms
He got up out his seat and walked up to me wrapping his arms around me crying
"Baby what happened " I said pulling him out the Room
"I...I...I need to go to the house " he said crying and hyperventilating into my shoulder
"Cmon baby" I said grabbing his phone and intertwining our hands before walking back out and getting into the car.
"It's ok baby breath" I said caressing his cheek as he continue hyperventilate
Finally he stopped and looked down at me.
"Are you okay baby?" I said looking into his eyes
"Yes please take me to the house" he said with glossy eyes
"K baby" I said intertwining our hands and driving back to the house.
...
I pulled up in the driveway and got out. Derek got out too and started crying and Hyperventilating so i ran over to him.
"Baby, baby Breath" i said wrapping my arms around him but he kept doing the same thing
"Cmon" i said holding his hand and pulling hm into the house.
I pulled him up to the room and sat him on the bed then stood between his legs.
"Baby breath chill" i said lowly running my hands though his hair
" its ok baby everything is ok" i said lifting his chin and kissing him
"I love you baby" i said pecking his lips repeatedly
"i...i...I love you too" he said finally stopping
"Now whats wrong " i said holding my hand on his face and playing in his hair
"Th..this preformance is alot and i panicked" he said laying his head on my boobs " and i worry about you alot its just alot" he said looking up at me
not gonna lie that lowkey hurt...
"its ok baby...i can go back to L.A if its stressing you " i said sweetly kissing his forehead pulling away to go pack my bag
"No no no ...i didn't mean it like that baby" he said grabbing my arm gently pulling me back " i just meant after last night i worry about something happening to you again" he said looking up at me
"I'm just gonna stay here while you're at the studio for the rest of the trip...ill come to the preformance if you want me to" i said shrugging even though i did really want to go
