I woke up remembering this is the day Derek gets back but i didn't want to see him at school on Monday or at all. That Matthew guy and i have been talking...he's like my bestfriend now.I still cry about what happened though even though people are making my days great. i cry myself to sleep mostly like every night but i try to stay strong .
I decided to get up and get dressed so i got in the shower then got dressed in a all black lace thong set , black tights, a Navy blue sweater, and all white vans.
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After i got dressed i didn't do my makeup i just put on some lip gloss and threw my hair into a high bun because i don't really care about how i look anymore.
I walked downstairs and made myself some Tea and put it in the little coffee cup. i Sat on the couch and just went on my phone because Mads wasn't up yet.
"Halls can you come with me to Jacks the guys are over there and i don't want to be the only girl" Madison said sitting next to me on the couch
"Sure" i said in a low monotone voice
"K lets go" she said grabbing her keys off the table and standing up
i stood up too and we walked out to her car. We got in and she began to drive to G's house.
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We pulled up and i continued to look down at my phone as i walked next to Mads up the driveway. We got into the house and i sat on the couch not paying attention to anyone.
"Hey Halle" G said making me look up and i locked eyes with the one and only...Derek Luh
"Of fucking course" i said rolling my eyes before going back to looking at my phone "i'm leaving" i said getting up
"i'm just gonna go home...thank you mads for letting me stay with you" i said weakly smiling
"Wait...no you know you won't be able to see Derek again if you go home" she whispered to me holding my shoulders
"He doesn't care about me i guess...so whats the point of being around him..." i said shrugging trying not to cry
"He does care about you..." She said " i'm sure of it" she said nodding looking behind me
" n-" i got cut off by somebody lifting me and carrying me somewhere
