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"What are you thinking about, love?"

"Us." I whispered and held our hands up a little.

"Oh no."

"Nothing bad. All good. Promise." He smiled and pecked my forehead. "I know you worry. But I won't leave you again."

"Please don't. I literally fell apart. I love you and you mean the world to me." He slipped his arms around me and pulled me close.

"Baby, I'm never leaving again. I promise. I'm sorry baby." I curled into him like a cat and kissed his cheek. "Mine."

"We should go to sleep." He whispered and called Tay in. She jumped into the bed with us and I rolled onto my other side. I kissed Tay's head as she laid down. "Love you."

"Love you too Daddy." Tay said.

"Love you, too, Josh."

-

Ive been carrying boxes up three flights of stairs for an hour. Dani was helping because everyone was gone. Even Josh. "I love it how he asks you to move in and then doesn't help." She said as we set boxes down.

"I know." I said and sat on the bed. She followed and laid back.

"My back is killing me."

"I can finish. There's only like two left." She smiled at me. "Thanks for the help though." She nodded slightly and got up. She waddled to her room and I looked around our room. I saw a picture on the nightstand that I hadn't noticed before.

I picked it up and smiled. It was Josh, probably around 10, eating ice cream with Dani. I grabbed the photo book after putting the frame down. I started looking through it, seeing his school pictures, prom pictures, and even some with his family.

"What are you doing?" I heard Josh ask. I looked up and smiled at him. I saw the last two boxes from my car.

"Looking at your pictures. You went to prom with Fooya?"

"Yeah. Neither of us had dates so we went together. Really fun. Her boyfriend broke up with her like a week before so I was the stand in."

"Were you going to go?"

"Hell no. She made me. My closet was full of suits so." He sat behind me and started flipping the pages. "This is my family at the last dinner we had." He put names to the faces and rested his head on my shoulder.

"Who's this?" I pointed to a different picture of him, in a suit of course, with some girl.

"That's- shit who is that?" He thought for a couple seconds. "That is a business partner. His name is Nari. She is from South Korea and manages the stuff that we import and export there."

"Have you been there?"

"Yeah. Every continent except Antarctica. You?"

"No. I've been to Mecca though. That's it."

"I'll take you one day." I smiled and he kissed the inside of my neck. I giggle and he pulled me closer. "I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I bit my lip as he squeezed my waist.

"Stop biting your lip." He whispered.

"So, where were you?" I asked after releasing my lip.

"Meeting." I closed the book and put it back, turning to face him. "What's Tay doing?"

"Napping." He smirked and pulled me on top of him. "Not right now. She's gonna wake up in a minute."

"Then we can make it a quickie." He whispered in my ear.

"Maybe later." I got up and walked to my boxes. He groaned and laid back as I grabbed clothes. "What was the meeting about?"

"It was with the dean. She was just talking about why I'm leaving."

"Why are you really leaving?" I asked.

"Honestly?" I nodded. "For you." I looked at him and blushed. "I love you and I would do anything for you."

"Even if it was murder?"

"Even if it meant murder." He said. I grabbed one of his TK shirts and changed. I laid beside him and he kissed my head.

"I must mean a lot to you."

"You always have and always will." We cuddled for a couple minutes before he spoke up again. "That week killed me. Seeing you in my hoodies and shit. That's what made me quit my job. Literally. I told her I was quitting that week. Because I knew I had to get you back some way."

"You're all I thought about. You don't have the relationship experience most men your age have. And I'm not trying to be mean."

"I know. It's true."

"You've only ever been in BDSM relationships. But it's what you like. You just don't have the 'regular relationship' experience."

"That lifestyle is normal to me." He whispered.

"I know, love." I replied and looked at him, putting my arm around his waist. I leaned forward and kissed him. "One day, can you tell me where the scars came from?" I asked after we pulled apart.

"One day." I smiled and laid back. "What?" He tickled me and I started giggling.

"No!" I yelled through giggles. He got on top of me and smiled as he continued running his fingers up and down my sides. "Joshy!" I laughed.

My boyfriend leaned down and kissed my neck, making me smile. "My baby boy."

"All yours." He smiled into my neck. Sometimes, Josh reminds me of a teenage boy, dating his crush. He has the smile and the energy around him that just makes me thing he didn't have a single ounce of a childhood.

I heard a knock on the door and Josh said the magic words. Joey opened the door and had Taylor. "She woke up and wanted you guys but fell back asleep while I carried her up. Can I keep her for a little?"

"Yeah. Sure." I replied and smiled. He smiled and thanked me, leaving.

"What about now?" He asked and kissed my neck again. I hummed and got up. He gave me a weird look. I walked to his sex room and smirked, motioning for him to follow.

With my bestest friend who I haven't seen in a year and a half. We're finally reunited and back at it. I love her to death. Glad to spend the next two weeks with her.

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