College-Joshler(BxB)

19

The blindfold was lifted from my eyes and I smiled a little. Josh planted his lips on my forehead and started at the ropes wrapped around my wrists. I blushed as he lifted me off the bed and set me on the floor. "You okay?"

"I can't stand." I said as I grabbed his arms. He laughed a little and picked me back up. He opened a door to the bathroom and started the water for a bath. I picked a bath bomb and unwrapped it. He put it in and kissed my forehead. "I love you." I whispered.

He just smiled and turned the water off, putting me in. He sat beside the tub and took my hand. "Want a story?"

"Sure."

"So, when I was seventeen, I got in my first relationship. It was with my dad's assistant. She was over all the time. But she was like twenty five so it was illegal. But she introduced me to the world I know and love today. Her name was Julia and she taught me almost everything I know." I squeezed his hand. "My shrink said I should open up to you more."

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah. She says that I'm trying to protect you and myself by not being that open. I know it hurts you and I'm sorry." He said.

"It's okay. I've realised you are scared. You didn't have a childhood and you're brain is catching up. It's okay. I will say that till I pass out because it is. You're scared. And that's okay."

"I'm trying."

"I know you are, beautiful." He rolled his eyes and I leaned over, pecking his lips. "You're trying and that's what counts."

Josh smiled and kissed my hand. "Do you wanna come with me?"

"Where?"

"To see my shrink. Dr. Rose thinks it'll be good for us."

"Do you still see her everyday?"

"Not since we got back together." I looked down. "Sorry. Too soon?"

"No. I still feel terrible for that episode I had. I'll go. When is it?"

"Thursday at six."

"I'm skipping tomorrow." I said.

"Why?"

"I need a day." He nodded and kissed my forehead. "Go get me some clothes?" I asked. He sighed and got up.

"The things I do for you."

"You have butt dimples!" I yelled as he walked into our room. He flicked me off and I bit my lip a little. He came in and I got out, drying myself off. I put lotion all over my body and slipped the clothes on. I noticed Josh actually put a shirt on and I'm complaining.

"Don't talk about my butt dimples." He said and opened the door. I followed him downstairs and sat next to Joey.

"Sup." He said. I nodded at him and Tay moved in his arms. "She's out."

"Food coma." I said and smiled.

"I know that too well." Joey replied.

"Oh Tyler, we got you something at the mall today!" Kos said, holding his camera towards me. He gave me a bag and I raised an eyebrow. "We thought of you."

"I'm scared." I said as I opened the bag. I saw a rainbow dick lolly pop. I laughed and took it out, unwrapping it.

"You're actually gonna eat it?" Chaos asked.

"Why not? Probably doesn't taste as bad as dick." Everyone laughed and I put it in my mouth.

"What does it taste like?" Crispy, who's name I learned is Parker, asked.

"Cherries." I replied. "My favourite!" Josh rolled his eyes and kissed my cheek. I giggled and started sucking on it again.

Taylor woke up and looked at me. She shifted into my lap and I played with her hair. "Daddy." She whispered. I hummed. "Night night." I smiled and let her cling to me. I saw her holding Josh's finger hostage. I laughed a little and smiled at him.

"Anyone down to play H1Z1?" Kos asked.

"I'm down." Fooya said and got up, following him upstairs. Josh scooted a bit closer and bit his lip.

"I want you to meet my parents." He whispered. "I've met yours. I think it's only fair that you go through the awkwardness also." I bit my lip and smiled. "Stop."

"Sorry." I muttered and let it go. "But sure." I pecked his lips and giggled.

"Shut up." Tay said.

"I'm putting you upstairs." Josh said and picked her up. He went upstairs and I played on my phone.

"Wait, Tyler, what are you studying?" Parker asked.

"Writing. I wanna be an author."

"What do you write?"

"Mostly gore and murder and shit." They all seemed shocked. "What?"

"You just look so...innocent."

"Far from it." Josh said, sitting beside me. I cuddled into him and he kissed my temple. "Love you." I took his hand and smiled.

"Where did you put her?"

"Her bed." I nodded and kissed his cheek. "Why?" I shrugged and he rolled his eyes.

"So, like, do I have to cut you out of the vlogs or...?" Justin asked.

"No. I don't give a shit anymore." I replied. Josh laughed and pulled me a bit closer. "Put me in as much as you want. Just not Tay as much please."

"Didn't plan on it. I don't want her to be exposed to the world at one."

"Thanks." I said.

"For what?" Justin asked.

"Just accepting me and Tay. And not being a dick about me having a kid."

"It wouldn't be right to." Parker said.

"Remember what I told you before I introduced you? That they don't give a single shit."

"True." Dani said. I laughed a little and looked up at Josh.

"You have the best friends."