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i won't be updating for a couple weeks because i lost my uncle to a heart attack today.

The song above is what my uncle made me feel when he gave me his hugs

I wanna thank you guys for the support. my grandma is having a hard time coping. my uncle was a supporter of me writing it feels so unreal. My uncle was the one there to support me through my depression. He would know to give me a hug he knew when i wanted to cry he knew i was broken. i turned to him the most because he would take time out of his day to be there for me. my mom when i was younger would help me as much as she could. but since she had a kid in the wheel chair a kid with bipolar a kid with ADHD and a kid with autism then there's me with depression and anxiety and compulsive picking where i pick my scabs. I know I'm ranting and stuff but this is how i cope. i mean the moth of july is hard enough for me. my sister died in july in 06. the one in the wheel chair. Then my best friend died in july. Because of that and my depression i lose sleep then ill sleep two days straight. I have meds i take but i feel like there not really helping right now.  I have to be strong for my family so i don't cry around them right now. I always hated crying infront of people. but because of you guys and your support it helps me so thank you.

Thank You guys so much

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