Dedicated Suicide (Jerrie)

Chapter 10

"Alright, did anyone already finish the homework I gave you 2 weeks ago?" The teacher asked. The Homework assignment he gave me was to write a song about something that has happened to you, or something that effected your life. My song kinda fits in both those categories, so I'm sure I can sing it.The homework assignment he gave others wwas to write a song about heartbreak or about someone you like. I raised my hand, and looked around. A few other students had their hands raised, but I could only recognize one of them. His name is Liam, he's a nice lad, and he doesn't bully anyone. I think he was my lab partner once, and he seems like a really nice guy.

"Umm, How about Ms.Thirlwall?Come on over here." He said. I got up and slowly walked over there.

"Title?"

"Good Enough."

"This song is about..."

"25% of my life basically. "

"Alright, you may begin when you are ready." I took a deep breath and faced the rest of the class. Liam is smiling at me and Perrie is mouthing, good luck baba, to me. I swallowed and began to sing.

" I am the diamond you left in the dust.

I am the future you lost in the past

Seems like, I never compared.

Wouldn't notice if I disappeared.

You stole, The love that I saved for myself,

And I watched you give it to somebody else.

But these scars, no longer I hide.

I've found the light you shut inside.

Couldn't love me if you've tried.

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now.

Guess I'm still not Good Enough.

Does it burn, knowing I used all the pain?

Does it hurt, knowing you're fuel to my flame?

Don't look back, Don't need your regrets.

Thank God you left my love behind.

Couldn't change me if you tried.

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now.

Guess I'm still not Good Enough.

Release your curse, Cause I know my worth.

Those wounds you made are gone.

You ain't seen nothing yet.

Your love wore thin and I'd never win

You want the best, so sorry that's clearly not me.

Ooh, this is all I can be.

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now.

Guess I'm still, not, Good Enough." I finished nearly breathless. Everyone started clapping and Liam mouthed, Great song Jade, and Once I sat down next to Perrie, she hugged me.