I was really hyper active this day or was and Oscar was sitting on the couch, so I decided to talk to him.
"Hey boy." I said.
"Hey."
"Whatcha doing?" I asked.
He gave a sigh and showed me his messages that he typed last night..
I read it.
"So, she wants you to sweep her off her feet?" I asked curiously.
"Yeah.." he said in a nervous tone.
"You wanna know how to do it?" I said.
He nodded.
"Don't do anything., that's what I did."
In my head, clearly love is what everyone wants, they want to be together for a long time, but clearly... I don't want him falling in love because I don't want to see him broken. I don't like him being sad after a break up.
Clearly the best option was don't do anything and he'll be fine.
Although I don't see why he told me about it the day before..
Honestly I know how he feels,
Everyday I think about her all the time but I got to move on, but I can't.
I just think too much about her.
I really need to stop thinking and start doing something to remove that hard thinking...
Honestly I don't know what I'm going to do when the school year starts..
I might just reject all girls who ask me out. I've done it before and I can do it again.
I remember yell fest, some girl who was my friend liked me and she wanted me to go out with her, I said no because I like someone else is what I told her when really, I just think.
Honestly I loved the girl that I thought about, but I have to move on and I can't...
It's hard to move on..
