I looked at once.. looked at once more..
My heart was pounding fast.
I was speechless.
I wanted to say something, but i chose not to.
I was just completely speechless.
My legs were shaking and I had a hard time standing up.
I had a hard time trying to stay up on my arms.
I was thinking.
I thought to myself that maybe I should listen to music to make me shake off this feeling I have.
No. It's not working.
I just can't let the damn feeling get the best of me.
No matter what, this feeling will stay.. stay until it ends.
Thus, the feeling will go away.
My friend was beside me, she covered it up, I was thankful she did, but still.. I had a hard time thinking, I couldn't focus on my work.. my body was heating up.
That's not good. I was heating up.. meaning I was pissed off.
I came home, took a nap, woke up with sweat trenched in my pants, my back was wet, my hair was messy, practically meaning my nap wasn't good enough. Something kept bothering me.
Tried to read, didn't work.
He said they are changing, they are right. They are changing.. But I can't focus on it because I'm focused on other things.
They both hang out with them, they are too god damn close..
It makes me pissed off to the max.
There are times where they should stay away.
They don't.. they stay with them until it's time to go.
They make me have a hard time..
That's why I skip school most of the time.
I will have a weird feeling for a long time...
They don't know yet, but they will when they have the fucken chance.
I had a assignment to do, and I failed it badly, I was too late.
They don't know I failed it. They will know and they will be disappointed in me.
They trusted me and I failed..
Doesn't matter, the feeling will go away when it ends.
The other is gonna be pissed at the other and I won't be there to help.
It's about time they figure out their problems by themselves.
