I've yet to have a opptunerity, but I let it go.
I had another opportunity..
Let that one go too.
They had a opptunerity..
They took it.
I had plenty of opportunities out there..
I let them go.
They had the opportunity twice..
They took it.
I don't know why I let them go.
Many of them are to social
Many of them are assholes.
Many of them are dicks.
Many of them think they are all that.
I'm not one of the many.
Im simply not all those things.
That's the reason I let go.
I'm not sociable like them.
I try to act, but what's the point of acting when you can be yourself?
I try really hard when I accept the opportunity.
They either don't work out,
They don't like the way,
They bring dumb shit up,
They pretty much everything.
I don't know why.
That's why I think too much.
I don't know why I think.
I think because.. I just want to think.
I can't think too much,
Sure I go to social events,
But why do I to them?
I go because people always want to see me, but end up leaving and going somewhere else.
I've been sad deeply inside for the past days.
Don't know why.
I always have this sad feeling everyday.
I don't show it,
I try to be happy.
It works.
My friends bring me a smile everyday.
I'm glad,
But when I'm alone,
I have the sad feeling over again.
I always think of it,
But I never do.
Lesson?
Don't let a opptunerity go.
Just take it..
Even if it means letting go.
Don't let go.
Go for it.
