Love Me Harder

Chapter Fifteen

GIGI'S POV
It felt so good to be honest with him.

For him to know the truth.

Vaping is definitely a work in progress.

I don't know.

Whenever I do it I just feel so free.

It numbs the pain a lot.

Like, I can't feel anything.

That's all I want.

To be free.

"I thought you were over having those thoughts." He said.

"I did too. Everything seemed to happen end of freshmen year. The senior died and my depression came back. Not just because she died, but because friend breakups hurt just like regular breakups." I said.

"What happened?" He asked.

"First day of school I met these three girls. They took me into their group. From September to April we were inseparable. But, one of the girls did something to one of my other friends. I didn't like it so I cut off all communication. I tried working things out with her but it didn't work. The other two, didn't really care about our problems. They still wanted to hang out with both of us. But the other girl didn't. Long story short, they chose her over me." I explained.

"What jerks. I have a feeling they weren't nice about it either." He said.

"You got that right." I said.