Forever Yours Faithfully

Used To Be Mine

Chapter 43
(Final Chapter )
(2 days later )
Rachel's pov:
I sat in the auditorium and I started to sing :
(Rachel)
(Finn watched behind the curtain)
It's not simple to say
Most days I don't recognize me
That these shoes and this apron
That place and its patrons
Have taken more than I gave them
It's not easy to know
I'm not anything like I used to be
Although it's true
I was never attention's sweet center
I still remember that girl

She's imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won't ask for help
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up
And baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine

It's not what I asked for
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
And carves out a person
And makes you believe it's all true
And now I've got you
And you're not what I asked for
If I'm honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew

Who'll be reckless just enough
Who'll get hurt
But who learns how to toughen up when she's bruised
And gets used by a man who can't love
And then she'll get stuck
And be scared of the life that's inside her
Growing stronger each day
'Til it finally reminds her
To fight just a little
To bring back the fire in her eyes
That's been gone but used to be mine

Used to be mine
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine
(End of song )
I sat there and then I saw him .

"Hi." I said

"Hi Rach." Finn said .

"What do you want ?" I asked him .

"I wanna talk to you." He said

"I have nothing to say to you Finn ." I said

"Then just listen, please , I'm begging you to just listen to me ." He said .

"You have five minutes go." I said

"Okay Rachel, I am so sorry for what I did to you. You have no idea how sorry I am for what I did to you . I hate myself and I will never forgive myself for it and I don't expect you too either but please don't shut me out . I love you Rachel Barbra Berry , I love you and I never wanna lose you again . You used to mine and we can go back to that , go back to being together and I promise I will fix this please just take me back." He begged me

I looked down and said ,

"Why did you do it? Why did you sleep with ... her ?" I asked him

"I was angry , but I was wrong because you are the best thing I have ever had ." He said

"Finn..." I said

"Please take me back Rachel, take me back and I promise I will do anything for you." He said

"Finn..." I said again

He took my hand and said ,

"Can you look me in the eye and tell me you hate me? That you don't wanna be with me? Can you look at me and say you don't really love me?" He asked me "Please forgive me Rachel , please take me back." He begged

I bit my lip and held my tears back , looked him in the eye and said,

"I forgive you."

He smiled and said ,

"Thank god I love you ." He said and hugged me .

I pulled back and said ,

"I forgive you but I can't forget it . Every time I look at you I can picture you and her in bed and it's just too painful to feel . I don't wanna a broken hearted girl anymore . I need to find out who I am and as much I love you I gotta focus on myself . I'm sorry but it's over Finn." I said

"Rachel please." He cried .

I wiped my tears and said ,

"Goodbye Finn ." And I left .

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Hey guys sorry for the sudden ending but it's okay because I will be making another book soon .

Xoxoxo
Natalie