"Woah... These guys are amazing.." Amy thought whilst she were watching the dancers. "They are making music with their footsteps!"
She kept thinking until her baby in her tummy decided to join the dancers. It was moving like crazy causing Amy put her hand on her stomach. She was rubbing her stomach when her mobile vibrated.
"IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT?"
She looked in the crowd to see her husband. He was looking at her. Even from the distance, Amy could see the worry in his eyes. She smiled.
"YEP."
It took 2 seconds Josh to reply
"ARE YOU SURE?"
"SHOULDN'T YOU BE WATCHING THE SHOW? :p"
"THE SHOW IS NOT GOOD WITHOUT YOU IN IT. I WON'T WATCH IT TILL YOU GET YOUR HOT ASS ON STAGE. ;)"
"YOU ARE CRAZY. CRAZIER THAN MY FANS."
"I'M CRAZY FOR YOU."
Amy blushed. That texting thing felt like she's a teenager who texts to her boyfriend in her bed. Her thoughts were interrupted with another vibration.
"SERIOUSLY ARE YOU ALRIGHT? I MEAN THE BABY. IS IT MAKING YOU FEEL SICK OR SOMETHING?"
She rolled her eyes.
"HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING ME, DUH?"
"SINCE YOU WENT THAT SIDE OF THE CAVE."
"AWWW TOTAL ROMANTIC."
"ONLY FOR YOU, BABE. NOW TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON."
"NOTHING JOSH. IT'S JUST YOUR LIL MONSTER WANTED TO JOIN THE DANCERS. -.- ;)"
"HAHA. I'M GLAD IT'S HAVING FUN THERE."
"YEAH BUT I TOTALLY DO NOT. IT'S PARTYING IN ME WITHOUT ASKING ME."
"LOL. I KNOW BABE. JUST 3 MONTHS. THEN YOU CAN SPANK HIM WHENEVER YOU WANT. :* "
"OH I WILL DEFINITELY SPANK HER. ;)"
She turned her phone off so that Josh can get crazy because she called their baby "her". She knew Josh would love that baby whether it's boy or not but that wouldn't stop her playing with her hubby, right?
She stopped thinking when Dave called her on the stage. She's used to being in front of people, but now her fans were looking at a very pregnant Amy. Her pregnancy hormones took the control and she got panicked for a moment. She searched for her husband to calm down. He blow her a kiss and Amy get the power she needed. She sat down on to the piano and started to play and sing.
"Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you"
Baby was calmed down as it know that it's mommy were talking about daddy.
"Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breath but I feel"
She took a deep breath
"Good enough
I feel good enough
For you"
Lyrics moved her back to 7 years ago, before the day Josh proposed her marriage.
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"What are you writing?"
"Nothing. It's a surprise." Said Amy hiding the papers and turning to Josh. He leaned to kiss her.
"You are unfair Ames." He said as he placed small kisses on Amy's neck. She was melting in his arms. "You know I can't wait to see surprises."
"You're torturing me." She said smiling.
"Well, you can stop me if you show me what you've been working on since 3 days." He kissed her collar bone, finding Amy's spot. She moaned.
"You're so grim." She giggled. "But I love you."
"You're sexy and I love you. No wait. I adore you." He kissed her collar bone again causing her moan.
"Come to bed, don't let me sleep alone." She quoted.
Josh smiled. "No."
"What?" Amy was surprised.
"I'm not coming to bed until you show me that song." He kissed her collar bone again.
"But Joshie it's not finished yet!" she felt lips on her neck. "And stop seducing me if you won't make love to me."
"Oh I will make love to you." She saw the grin. "But just now I'm playing with you."
Amy stopped another kiss. "So" she said. "Here's the deal. I'll give you the song as soon as I finish it. And you will fucking make love to me."
"Deal."
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She stopped thinking when she realized she was about to come to singing part. Her eyes were full with tears because of the memories. Sweet memories. Well, and because of their ball of joy in her stomach playing with her hormones.
"Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you"
She saw Josh's face with the corner of her eye. He was crying or about to cry.
"Shouldn't let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel
Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough
Am I good enough for you to love me too?"
She smiled. She knew Josh were thinking "yes you are babe." She tried to keep her tears in her eyes.
"So take care what you ask of me
'Cause I can't say no"
She looked to Josh with a seductive and lovely smile as she sang those last lyrics. She could see his lips moving like saying "shit" she laughed, greeted fans and went back to her place. She turned on her phone. Saw an unread message.
"YES. YES YOU ARE."
She smiled.
"I LOVE YOU."
"LOVE YOU TOO. BOTH OF YOU."
"YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY."
"I KNOW. IT'S FOR SEDUCING ME. ;)"
"HAH! I WASN'T TRYING TO SEDUCE YOU. I JUST BLOW A SMILE FULL OF LOVE TO THE MAN WHO I LOVE. HE MAY BE A DICKHEAD. BUT HE'S MINE."
"I WANT YOU."
"YOU GOTTA WAIT 3 MONTHS. ;)"
"I KNOW. -.- I STARTED TO COUNT BACK 6 MONTHS AGO. ;)"
Amy laughed.
"SUPER DADDY. :* LOL."
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FanfictionAmy Lee's story starting from her engagement with the love of her life, Josh Hartzler.