Loving hurts

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Gerard's p/v

I see frank moving closer to me and I hesitate a little, before relaxing and remembering that he told me I'm fine.
I'm about to say something when BANG! The next thing I know Frank Iero was kissing me, his hand covering my eyes.
Oh my god.
What do I do now?
I try pulling away but, instead he grasps my face with his free hand, making it so it's harder for me to move.
Why is this happening? And in the middle of he French department! God bless anyone who walks out their class our through the window in the door!
I laugh a little to my self thinking about this, but end up smiling into the kiss. I realise what I just done and let out a gasp. Bad idea. Frank tries pulling me further but I manage to push him away, breaking the kiss.
I look at frank, and so many emotions are covering his face. I start standing up but he reaches for me and I pull away.
"What the-" I practically yell.
He covers the middle of his lips with his finger, motioning for me to quiet down a little. So I say it again, but this time it's in whisper yelling. He lets out a small laugh, which may I just say is strangely adorable.
I try waking away but once again, he reaches towards me. I give in to his grasp and sit back down next to him.
"You know, we're meant to be in lessons. I finally found where I need to be but because of you, I'm a bit late" I say with a smirk, but rolling my eyes a little at the same time.
Frank goes to open his mouth but the door opens, and a group of children run out yelling.
"Frank, Jared, what are you doing here??! Why aren't you in class!?" I look up and see a lady, probably the teacher from the class near us. I'm about to speak, but frank stands up instead.
"Excuse me miss, but i just thought I'd correct you. This beautiful human, is named GERARD. Not JARED. Say it with me miss! "JER-ARD. I think that's how you say it anyways" frank says with so much sass in his voice that it  almost seems inhuman. He pointed at me while saying 'the beautiful human' part, which makes me lowkey smile and blush. Ew.
Before I can say anything frank turns away from the teacher and to me instead.
"Okay. Get up babe. It's break time now"
I give him a confused look but he basically just drags me up from the floor and walks me down the hall, still holding my hand.
A few minutes ago he was crying and shaking, like a scared little kid. Now he's outgoing and acting like a straight up rebel? Jesus.

Readers p/v

Frank pulls Gerard down the hallway, while holding his hand tight, but not tight enough to hurt him severely.
"Ya know" frank starts, "you look really bloody attractive when you're blushing".
Gerard's face turns a deeper shade of red after hearing this comment, trying to get words out but failing miserably.
"W-where are we going?" Gerard asks frank nervously.
"To meet my friends, at my table. You've met some already, but I'd like you to meet the rest"

Gerard's p/v

"To meet my friends, at my table. You've met some already, but I'd like you to meet the rest"
Oh god. Was this his way of making me trust him so he could then turn on me and beat the hell out of me? I quickly pull my hand away, feeling a strange feeling as my hand looses contact with his. I shrug it off.
"Frank. I know this is just your way to make me like you and trust you more, so you can then make my life worse than it is. I know you think I'm stupid, but I'm not THAT stupid.
I'd appreciate it if you stopped treating me like I'm a 5 year old" I say, with the same amount of sass that he held in his voice before.
Woah. Where did that come from?
What happened to the shy coward Gerard?
Frank gives me a confused look, before his face turns to look sad.
"You don't trust me" he says harshly.
"Correct" I reply.
"This hurts" he says in response.
I tilt my head, a habit I picked up a while ago.
"What?"
"Loving, it hurts" he replies, fiddling with a piece of his hair and looking down.
"Loving..hurts? What are you going on about" I say.
He shoots me an angered look.
"LOVING HURTS! So MUCH!
I TRY MAKING THINGS BETTER BETWEEN US BUT YOU WONT LET ME, YOU STUBBORN BITCH!
I LOVE YOU! AND THAT HURTS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING! YOUVE MADE ME FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS WORTH LIVING! When I kissed you earlier! I wished that moment would never end. But you made it end! I love you Gerard, and I don't care if you don't feel the same way towards me, because you're mine, and even if you don't want to accept it, you can't change it. I need you Gerard way, do you understand?!?!" Frank yells.
What do I say now!? This is too much.
"I-I"
Oh god.
My stomach.
"IM GONNA BE SICK" I yell, running across the hall and into the toilets, where I throw up any food I may of had within the last few days.
I wipe my face and push my hair out of my eyes.
I turn around and almost scream when I see someone standing there.
"WHAT THE HELL!" I scream, not realising it's frank.
"It's a public bathroom, I have a right to be here. Anyways, I just wanted to check you were okay" the teenage boy says.
"Well no, I'm not okay" I say rolling my eyes again.
Wow. Frank's short.
"Do you trust me yet" he asks, attempting to do puppy eyes.
I'm fed up with him, so I just grunt and say "yes".
He smiles and takes my hand in his again. I don't want him loosing his temper again so I go along with this, doing what he done to me and gripping his hand. He gasps and gives me a shocked look, before smiling. Woah. I've never saw him smile like that before. I give him another smile in return, but it's forced.
"Okay" I start, "let's go"


1087 WORDS!?! WOW IM PROUD SHJDMDMSMS
WHY AM I WRITING THIS!? NO ONE READS IT ;-;
Well. It's fun I guess.
Righteyo.
Bai
-Xo Kit

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