Chapter 1: Cyrus Journal

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Hey I'm Cyrus! Oh God, why am I writing in some stupid journal. Well anyway, I'm pouring my feelings out because my crush, Jonah Beck ( yes I am Gay) , has hung around Andi, Buffy, and his alleged girlfriend, Amber all summer (never together Of course) and has ignored me. He texted me back in May that our friendship needed a break. I don't know what he meant but I'm heartbroken because I always thought that Jonah was gay or maybe bisexual, but I think he's only into girls . I've been depressed all summer and school starts in 3 days! I really wanna cry right now, I just don't understand why Jonah wanted a break from me.....ughhh I've liked him ever since 8th grade and my freshman year is right around the corner. I don't like him....I....I love him. I'm just writing my dumb feelings in some journal, hopefully no one will read it. Imagine if Amber read this, oh my god I would kill myself. She would tell Jonah that I liked him and she would tell the world I'm gay. I don't know what I can do about this whole situation. I haven't talked to my best friends, Andi and Buffy in forever cause they're always with Jonah. Maybe I should go talk to them about it. Yeah, that sounds good......


Thanks for reading the first part of my story. this story will probably be 30 chapters long and I'll update everyday. Maybe Twice or 3 times a day. This story will get so much better, trust me.

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