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Tyler pov
She fell. No no no this is all my fault. Shoot.
I ran to her side lifting her head gently. I heard Josh's feet run next to me. He pressed his middle and index finger on her neck, checking her pulse. As he mumbled to her and tried to wake her up I whipped out my phone dialing 911.
After I got off the phone Josh yelled "This is all your fault!" I was confused so I responded with "My fault?! I didn't force her to lean over the edge! Or for some reason break up with me!"
He groaned in annoyance then yelled "You cheated on her!! She was pissed off!!" "What?! When did I cheat on her?!" I asked very confused.
"With! JENNA!" He yelled.. (I love Jenna tbh.) Oh yeah she grabbed me by the collar and pulled me into the wall...  "No.. Josh she pulled me to the wall. I promise... I-I love y/n.." I confessed.He stayed silent as the paramedics pulled her away on a stretcher. We also hopped in the back of the ambulance with her. That means this is my fault...
  
Your such a jerk

You could've killed her

She hates you

She never loved you

She'll never love you...

The voice In my head told me. There right.... After we arrived at the hospital I immediately jumped out and went back to my house.. Prepared to 'make a mistake.
I ran past my mom and straight to the bathroom. I dug through the cabinets to find my old friend. Once I had found it I stuffed it into my pocket, and rushed to my room. Ignoring my mom completely.
I slammed the door  to my bedroom, ripping the small piece of metal out of my pocket.
As i dug it into my wrist the voices got louder

Yes Tyler!

Keep going She wants this

She HATES you!

You should just kill yourself too!

I winced in pain a bit as I began to carve words into my forearm.
I LOVE YOU.
Was what I put... It was true.. I loved her... Now she must hate me..
I pulled down my sleeve quickly as I heard my mom open the door.
"Honey..? It's the hospital. They said y/n woke up..." She paused listening to the other line on the phone. "They said y/n said she needs to see you.... She needs to ask you something..."

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