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Claire's Point of view:

I cannot believe Andy kissed me. We're at home now and I got a bunch of new clothes and band t shirts and makeup.

I went to the kitchen and Ben was at the barstool with Andy. I hugged Ben.

"Thank you for taking me to the mall to spend my money today. I love you."

I said.

He hugged back.

"You're welcome. I love you too."

He replied with a smile.

"Where's my hug?"

Andy asked smirking.

I shrugged and went over to him wrapping my arms around him from above his shoulders. He hugged back placing his hands on my back.

"So, I'm guessing you guys are growing close?"

Ben asked.

"I'd like to say so, Claire?"

Andy asked facing me.

I nodded which made Andy smile.

We ate dinner and then went to bed.

Time skip

It was around 1am and I couldn't fall asleep so I lay in bed on my phone. I heard my bedroom door open and I turned to see who it was. Andy creeped out of the darkness and turned my bedside lamp on dimly lighting the room. He lay down on the bed next to me resting his hands on his stomach. I copied his position as we stared at the ceiling together for a few minutes before I spoke.

"Ben might catch us."

I said.

"He won't. He's asleep. He took his sleeping pill he's out for the night."

Andy replied.

He turned to face me on his side and I stayed in my position facing the ceiling. I could see Andy out of the corner of my eye looking into mine. He placed his fingers on my chin and turned my head to look at him. He kissed me again for a little bit longer this time.

"It's wrong for me to feel this way Claire, but I do."

He said.

"What way?"

I asked taking his face in my hands.

"I feel attracted to you. And I shouldn't be. But I've tried to deny these thoughts but I can't. I dream about you, and I constantly think about you. You're a minor and my best friends little sister."

He said softly.

"I'm not little."

I shook my head.

I kissed him this time and he seemed surprised. I could feel his lips form a smile while still kissing me.

"I know princess. And I wish I could wait until you're 18 to feel this way but I can't. I want you now. I wanna be with you now."

I felt his body tense up as if he were angry.

"You can be."

I said.

"What about Ben? If he found out he could have me arrested and if he doesn't do that he'll for sure kick me out. And then where will I go?"

He asked.

"Andy, I've been feeling this way about you too."

I replied.

Andy smiled a sincere and loving smile and his blue eyes lit up.

"I...I love you Claire."

Andy said slowly.

I tried to hide my surprise.

"I love you Andy."

I replied.

Andy kissed me again and pulled me close to him.

I knew doing this was wrong. Having a thing with your brothers best friend and having your brothers best friend be older than you when you're a minor. But I couldn't help it. His black hair, blue eyes, tall and muscular body, tattoos, loving nature, deep and raspy voice, soft lips, the way he touches me and says my name, I'm drawn to him. I can't help but feel something towards him. I wanted him as much as he wanted me. I mean, he snuck out of his room to come see me and be with me. That must mean he'll take the challenge. And I will too.

"So?"

I asked Andy.

"So what?"

He asked.

"Are we doing something here or pretending we don't feel for each other?"

I asked.

"I would wanna pretend we feel nothing but I know I won't be able to. I wanna have something with you right now Claire."

Andy said before kissing me.

"So will you be my girlfriend in secret?"

Andy smirked.

I smiled and nodded.

"I should go."

Andy said standing and kissing me.

I sat up and put my arms out for a hug which he gave to me.

"I love you Andy."

I said when he was about to walk out the door.

"I love you too princess."

Andy said kissing me one more time before exiting.

I shut my lamp off and went to sleep.

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