My Brother's Best Friend (Andy Biersack fan fiction COMPLETE)

Claire

Claire's Point of view:
1 month since Andy left.

Today marks a month since the last time I've seen Andy in person. His scent from his bedroom faded and it slowly starts to look less like his. It's not normal. The window is still open, his trash can full, his jacket untouched, and his photos are still up. But it's almost unrecognizable as Andy's old room. And the damage from the doors he broke is slowly becoming less noticeable and my cuts are getting more noticeable as I can't help myself. I still cry about him every night and dream about him. Every time I close my eyes I see his pale blue eyes but they seem to be fading as well. I can barely remember the feeling of his lip piercing against mine when we kiss. And I can no longer feel his touch or hear his laugh. I can't picture the shadow he used to cast over me when we kissed from his height. I no longer can feel his bare shoulders under my finger tips. I'm useless without him. He gave me my purpose. I still wear the engagement ring he got me even though Ben says not to. School started back up again and I was now in 11th grade. I was miserable. Everyone at school asks where Andy's been and then I have to tell them what happened. A lot of people feel bad for me and saw our story is romantic and I plan on going back to Andy but right now our story just seems sad and over. I walked into my room which I haven't visited very often since Andy and I ran away to see that it was untouched. I found a pair of Andy's jeans on my floor and one of his shoes by my bed. I sat at my vanity and closed my eyes remembering when Andy put my necklace on for me and when he kissed me on the cheek. It was forever ago. I can't hear his voice in my head anymore. I went onto his Instagram to see he hasn't posted since before we ran away together so I was guessing we were both miserable. And Ben doesn't even give a shit. I've been ignoring him and we haven't spoken since the day he dragged me out of Andy's house.

I got into my car and drove to the grocery store to buy myself some food since I haven't been eating with Ben. And then I looked and at the other end of the aisle stood Andy.

"Andy!"

I screamed throwing my bucket of food on the floor and running to him.

"Claire!"

He shouted opening his arms as I ran to him.

I connected our lips instantly.

"Andy I miss you!"

I said.

"I miss you too. But remember what I said, when you're 18 come back to me."

Andy replied.

"Tomorrow is my 17th birthday."

I said.

"I remembered, I got you a gift in case I ran into you. Here."

He said placing a red box in my hand. I opened it and it was a locket with his photo and mine inside. I put it on.

"I see you're still wearing the ring."

Andy smiled.

"I'd never take it off. Your room isn't even recognizable anymore. Nothing is right without you."

I cried.

"Nothings the same for me either. But in a year it'll be better. I promise."

Andy said.

We shopped together and then we parted.

I felt my heart shatter into tons of pieces as I watched Andy get in his car and drive away. I opened the locket and looked at his photo again. I went home and back into Andy's room.

It felt so good to feel his lips and see his face and smell him. He was the same. It started raining and I looked out the window and watched it. 366 more days. The countdown begins.