Our love gone wrong

The start of our love

It was the first day of my 7th grade year. I was walking to my classes when something caught my eye. The same, hot guy who everyone wanted was finally single. He had a past of being a player but that could change...right? It started fast. He walked me to my class and I fell for that sweet, sweet smile and those amazing eyes... We had small talk. But there was always some spark. One night this boy randomly texts me. To sum it all up we ended the night at 3 a.m, and I had my first boyfriend. I was probably his 50th girlfriend but he was my first boyfriend. I didn't trust him. How could this ever last? Everybody was against us. Everything went by so quickly. But this isn't the important part of the story. Our love story was epic. But it wasn't the most intense feelings that came from our relationship. But very quickly in this time I fell deeply in love. I had my first kiss, a lot of things happened in this relationship that I'd thought I'd never do. This guy changed me. He made me a better person. He made me happy. Slowly we got more adapted to eachother. It escalated to him coming over every single week. He became a part of my family. But he started to tell me his dad didn't approve of us dating so long. After all, we are only in middle school. We tried not to let that stop our relationship. But for awhile we always had that one little bump. I didn't let that stop me though. This boy taught me to love so passionately and I saw everything so much more vividly. He allowed me to see the world in a new light. I saw the good in everything, even when I shouldn't. And everything includes him. Through every mistake he made I saw the good behind him. After all, what could be so wrong with this guy who made me who I was? He would never do anything to hurt me...would he? After a year I had gotten so used to him. I had SUCH a huge guard from my past of heartbreaks and broken friendships. He knew that. He respected that. I thought that guard would never go down but before I knew it I had fallen in love with this guy and he became my best friend. My guard was let down. I fully believed in this guy. At first I was skeptical, I thought he would hurt me. But he didn't. He gave me the hope that he would never. This boy made me feel at an all time high. I became a new person. He changed my whole world. I saw stars in his eyes. He always called me beautiful and made me believe in my self which I had never done. This boy made me see myself as amazing. All I had gotten before this were insults towards me. People calling me ugly, people leaving me out. But he made me feel so special. Around this time more people started to say nice things to me. And I truly appreciated that. But the only person who made me believe those things was him. I gained such great confidence through him, which I needed. I had never had anyone look at me the way he looked at me. Everybody told me he really loved me. Everybody saw it. People were jealous of what we had. My life was amazing. I had 2 of the best friends anyone could imagine. And I had him. The hot guy at school. And most importantly he was somebody I loved. He got close with my family. His little sister and I became best friends. This point in my life was the best. I felt on top of the world. Nothing could ever bring me down. This was the peak of my life. I felt so many strong happy emotions. This could never end. Could it?