Our love gone wrong

The hurt

This boy couldn't leave it at that though. He had to take away every thing I had left. Those 2 best friends I clung to so dearly was what he targeted. He told them lies about me. They believed him. I lost my best friends. That left me with nothing. I went from at the tip top of the world to the very bottom. I had never felt so lonely. I acted fine for my family. I didn't want them to know how utterly miserable I was. I acted completely fine. Nobody knew something was wrong. I had nobody to talk to. My teacher complimented me on always being happy! I'm never happy anymore! I lost everything I cared about in one simple week. And the worst part was, none of them had any problem leaving me. He (his name was Kyle by the way) felt no hurt at all. My 2 best friends never thought about me. Nobody cared about me. Nobody noticed that I was always so so close to tears. I threw up many sleepless nights because I couldn't handle the pain. It reached a point so deep in my heart. You never know what that kind of pain is like till you literally have nothing. Everybody I loved just... left. Being completely alone is the worst thing you can ever feel. And on top of that I was shocked that the boy I loved and trusted so much could do that to me. I started to pray for signs if we would really get back together. If I would really get my old life back. And I got these dreams. Of the future. How he would date one girl (Kylee) just to get over me, and how he would date another girl (Jennifer) just because. I thought these would never come true. But they did! These dreams came true. Every dream about him came true. And what utterly terrified me was I also had dreams about halfway through freshman year. Of us getting back together. This gave me so so much hope. Just these simple dreams made my emotions go to a high. How could I love someone so dearly even after they tore my whole world apart? I found some light in the darkness though. Next, I clung on to my other friend who was my friend, but not my best friend. Jenna helped me so much. She became my very best friend. And I could tell she wouldn't betray me. I was finally decently happy for once. Then I found out something. Kyle had cheated on me...with her. With my friend Jenna.... while she was here helping me she contributed to my utter sadness. I really can't trust anyone can I? Nobody is actually there for me. Our whole town is so screwed up. Nobody cares about each other. You think of Strawberry City as a town where everybody loves each other. People see it and hope for something like that. People think we're perfect. But we're so far from that. Everybody betrays each other. I had been hurt in a way I had no clue was possible. Why do I have to care so deeply about people? To this day, I would still do ANYTHING for every single person who made me want to die.