Our love gone wrong

To be continued

First off to anybody who's read this far... wow. Thank you so much. For actually listening to me. I appreciate anybody who listens to me even if they're just reading my story. So this is the end of my story. He broke Kylee's heart. She became my best friend. So Kyle , thank you for giving me that. I still hurt so badly. I'm still depressed. But this breakup has taught me to appreciate everybody. I truly have a special place in my heart for anybody who's given me their time. I do still love Kyle with all my heart. And I miss all the friends that I lost through this. But I found a way to find some tiny happiness. Kylee is the only thing keeping me OK. I still have dreams of the future. And I hope they become real. Because that means he's back, that means he found the good in himself too. There's so many times I want to call him. It takes everything in me not to tell him I miss him. But he's happy now. He met a new girl. She makes him extremely happy. And maybe she sees the good I see too. Maybe she can love him the way I do. Maybe he can give her the things he couldn't give me. Maybe just maybe their love can work out and be everything ours couldn't be. The only thing that keeps me from calling him is that he's happy. I don't make him happy anymore. I used to, and that was a huge privilege. Thank you Kyle. For every kiss, every hug, for every compliment, and mostly thank you for letting me love you with all my heart. I still will always see the good in you. Even if everyone is against just know I'll be here. I hope you think of me when you hear Taylor Swift songs. Or when you find those silly love letters I wrote you in the bottom of your drawer. You may not remember me well. But I remember the way you smelled, the way you felt. I remember everything about you. I miss you. But you can't know that because you're finally happy. And that gives me one reason to smile. I have no clue what the future holds. I haven't started freshman year. All I can hope for is for you to be so happy. I love you and miss you. Sincerely,
Amber