Chapter 34 : The Past
|seul mi's pov|
You we're staring at the corner of the room, thinking the possible problems that could come to your life. It has been a week, and i have no doubts of what's gonna happen. Min Hyuk is on a trial leave. He's in Busan for a trial and i'm all alone.
I started to make some popcorn in the microwave, getting ready for a marathon. As the popcorn was ready, the door bell unexpectedly rang. I have thoughts who could visit me in this kind of hour. It's 10:30pm. Who could visited me?
As i walk towards the door, i twisted the door knob and open it towards me. My eyes widened and my jaw dropped open.
"Y-you?"I shutter my words in fear. "Hey. Do you miss me?"He was evily grinning at me like a demon."What do you want?"I asked, standing like a brave detective..He chuckled, as he pushed the door causing me to almost fall. He step in the house without my permission.
"I never thought you would still remember me. What a surprised?"He grins."I'm busy. Can you leave?".
"I just got here. I really wanted to talk to you and it's look like it's the right timing since you're beloved husband is not around."He smirked. I chuckled,"I won't go back to you. You're a selfish-foolish man , i never wanted to marry or to be with."I said.
He chuckled,"You won't forget the things we both did , right? You don't want to forget the child you abandoned"My eyes widened, as i look at him.
"C-hild?"He muffle a laugh. "Yes! The child that you abdoned. Our child! The child that you left in my Mom's house because you said you didn't want the child because it's mine. You must be deeply inlove with Min Hyuk, to abandoned you're own son. How dare you?"I was left there hanging. With nothing to say.
Yes. I was pregnant when i was 18 years old.With Juwoon's child, With his child..The man standing infront of me , was my first boyfriend who was crazily and deeply into me..I got pregnant because of him, and i left the child that i was supposed to take care of. I was deeply inlove with Min Hyuk..I Tried to love Juwoon but he was just different from Min Hyuk.
"I'm sorry. Where is he? Where is right now?"Tears slowly dripped down my face. He look at me and laugh.
"Your funny. AFTER YOU ABANDONED YOU'RE OWN CHILD ,NOW YOUR ASKING ME WHERE HE IS! Your crazy. Your a crazy woman."I was hurt.
"Please, Juwoon. Where is he? What's his name? Pleaseee."I beg ,crying holding into his hands , kneeling down.
He sighed,"His far away from you. Far away! That you could never see him again. "He answered. "What's his name?"I asked.
"Seungyeon."He answered. He look at me and sigh. He walk towards the door and left. He left me hanging there crying.
"Seungyeon-a? I'm sorry."I cry.
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|juwoon's pov|
As i left Seul Mi's house, i was bit lighten up to tell her what big mistake she did. I went inside the car and sighed. My phone rang an unexpected caller.
"Seungyeon-a?~"."Dad, how was it?Did you tell her?"He asked. I grin,"Yes i did. I think she's very guilty of leaving you.","Oh dad. She's still my mom."I was surprised. "You still think of her as your mom? Really?"I sigh. "Come on Dad. Don't worry! I'm coming home next week. I'll be with you again."I grin as i hang up. I sigh.
•flashback•
Seul Mi and I we're in a relationship for 1year and a month. I courted her because i loved her. She accepted me even though i was bad-gangster guy. I cheat, i steal , i don't care about my grades, i smoke, i drink, i play with girls and sometimes i don't attend classes. I always end up in the guidance office. I always get suspended but Seul Mi continued to accept and loved me.
It was a rainy evening, and i just got home from school. As i get inside of the house, i saw Mom carrying a baby in her arms. I was confused. I was curious.
"Mom?Who's baby is that?"I asked. She looked dissappointed. She look at the baby and look at me. "Your damn girlfriend left it her. She said she doesn't want it because it's yours. Didn't i tell you to never trust that girl? Look what she did to your son. She abandoned it!."Says Mom who was very mad that time.
I was 18 at the time. I was still studying. Saturday, and i went to talk to Seul Mi. But when i got there, i saw him with my bestfriend, MinHyuk. They we're holding hands and Seul Mi's 12 brothers we're there. They we're happily eating ice cream outside. I was a bit hurt. I tried to call Seul Mi, but i can see her rejecting it. I text her many times, but she wouldn't reply me back.
That time, When Mom died i had to be a responsible Father to Seungyeon. While studying, i had to work. I was a working student. I had to work for my son. For his milk, for his clothes and for the things he need.
You could tell i'm a bad person. But did i abandoned my son? Did i forget about him? I did take him for granted? No i didn't. I don't want to be like my dad, who also abandoned us. I don't wanna be like him and i will never gonna be like him.
I worked hard day and night, i had to finish college and find a better job to feed my son. I had to.
•end of flashback•
Remembering the past,hurts me. I suffered a lot just for my son. Just so i could give him a better life even without his mother. Without even his grandmother. I stood up bravely, for Seungyeon. Not all bad persons, are bad. They may be bad outside but deeply inside, i know they have a soft heart hidden inside.
life lesson: "No matter what the struggles , sacrifices and problems may come. Remember the person cheering you up , giving your strength and power. Not all Mom's are singles. We also have single dad's who are more hardworking for their children."
"My dad raised me to value my own intellect. I don't recall ever being praised for being 'handsome' or 'cute.' My self-esteem came from doing well at school. He indulged my interests and never belittled my eccentricities. If I liked a pop star, we'd spend a Saturday searching for postcards in the West End. We'd go bird watching and fossil hunting. Nothing was out of my reach; I was expected to achieve anything I choose. I visited him on weekends and during the week he'd phone at 9 p.m. on the dot. We'd read poetry or the latest story I'd written, just to have a chance to connect. My childhood encouraged independence. He died when I was a teen and his death taught me to forgive and to understand that we all carry our own baggage. He made many mistakes but I never doubted he adored me. He taught me I was more than enough and I didn't need anyone else to feel worthy." -ReeRee Rockette
---Hey wassup? a new cast of the story is added.
•Song Ill-Gook as Juwoon
•Yeo Jin Goo as SeungyeonHope you like today's chapter. Don't forget to hit the star button, share this story and comment down below your reactions. Thankyou! Love you all!
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