You're probably wondering, did Dominik finally make it official? No, but he sure as hell made it look like it. The thing has to know about Dominik is love wasn't ever his stronghold, he was great loving those around him but he never knew how to react or to respond to authentic feelings/love.
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Halloween, one of my favorite holidays of the year! I told Dominik I wouldn't dress, but here I am at school in an angel costume, not slutty or skimpy in his words alone,"Perfect, just perfect ". There was the reason I never wore white, not because I didn't like it but because every time I do, something happens. The whole day I felt achy all over, I didn't want to move much. I was signed up for the costume contest. Dominik sat on the benches observing me in a distance furrowing his brow noticing I didn't look too well. "Hey Dominik what's up," Ryan said walking across to sit down next to him "Hi, Ryan, A little busy" Dominik said watching me as I held the table losing my balance "Fuck, Watch my bag" Dominik exclaimed as he threw his bag down running towards me "Hey, Hey are you okay," He asked me worriedly "Dominik benches now unless you signed up" the dean yelled "No! You had no concern for when she was like this five minutes ago" Dominik yelled back "Domibear, I don't feel good, " I said faintly grasping his arms tightly for balance as I broke into a cold sweat. Dominik held onto my waist and analyzed my sun kissed skin and my rosy pink lips flush pale. "Dominik! Sit down! get off of her!" The Dean yelled I faintly heard him grit his teeth, he eyed the dean "Fuck off" he looked back at me at this point my hearing was clouded. The Dean grabbed me and pushed Dominik away from me I swayed from being imbalanced. "Move, she going to fucking fall, I need to help her," Dominik said running back towards me supporting my back and holding my waist, walking towards the benches. Dominik grabbed by his arm by the dean, there he went taken away from me all because he didn't want me hurt.I was covering up with his black jacket, with the company of Ryan next to me as I drank a juice box. "I was wondering would you like to accompany me to homecoming " "Um, I'll have to think it over " "Sure just let me know soon" All day I was uncomfortable thinking about what Ryan had asked me. Text from Domibear Hey, how are you feeling? Better but I need to speak with you about something Sure what's up I understand you won't want to go with me but Ryan asked me to homecoming Did he? Yeah Text from Ryan Hey, why is Dominik sending me paragraphs? Is he? Dominik texting Ryan
D-Take her to homecoming but so help you God if you hurt her, I will break you where you stand, Kacer. R- She hasn't even said yes yet" D- When she does because I know she will treat her like a queen, it's her dream to be homecoming queen, she hates pink so don't even think about putting her in it! Red roses are cliché to her. She enjoys that sushi restaurant in Sunland. She doesn't like to be in girly things too long so don't have her out longer than a few hours, she gets very grumpy if you have her out passed midnight. She's allergic to cinnamon so don't even think about going and getting her anything with cinnamon in it. She is hypoglycemic, carry candy on you, and Ibuprofen in case she has bad cramps R- There's no reason for telling me this if she turns me down, dude" D- Leslie never turns down a chance to shine that's what I admire about her R- Then I just won't take her " D- So you can get her hopes up and break her spirit?! Fuck you, Ryan, don't ever talk to her If that's your mindset. I tried calling Dominik that whole day he kept sending me to voicemail. 'What did I do ' I thought to myself. I laid down restless wondering whether I hurt Dominik or not. Tears smearing the glitter down face - Dominik calling... I wiped my face and cleared my throat "Hello?" "Do you love Ryan?" "What? No ?! Dominik why would you ask that" "Goodnight Leslie " "Dominik. Dom-" Once again laying down curious if he had held resentment towards me, he has pushed me away so much lately.
'My Domibear, why can't you see that I love you and don't mean any harm' I thought as I cried myself to sleep, waking up with glitter still in my face.
I walked to school dreading it, dragging my feet across the sidewalk. my hair tied up in a bun, wearing my school hoodie with a pair of yoga pants. I saw him and avoided eye contact.
"Leslie" He called I stopped in my tracks and faced him, he walked towards me, interlacing his hand with mine taking me to his hideaway spot. I set my bag down and looked at him frustratedly.
"Well, I'm here now what, Dominik" I spat at him looking at him with anger and hurt built beneath my eyes.
"Will you be my-"
"Dominik! there you are !" a girl said interrupting hugging him and eyeing me Dominik pushed the girl off and went after me.
"no Leslie, " he said begging as I picked up my bag and stormed off
"you know where I live, Dominik, if it's that important, come to my house," I said as I walked away from
Reader, I have no clue what he was going to ask me but obviously, it didn't mean that much since he didn't show to my house...or so I thought. "Can we talk -please? " Dominik said nervously at the frame of my bedroom door, I got up and took him to the back patio. we talked until the sun went down. I plugged in the patio lights and played music. Dominik got up and took my hand and held my waist as we swayed to the music, with my forehead against his. he held my face grazing my jawline with his thumb looking in my eyes, he kissed me, again. There's that feeling again, that "butterflies in my stomach, I'm on cloud nine" feeling. Reader, I wish I could tell you what he wanted to tell me that day but he never made it appoint to tell me. Nor did I push to ask him,like my mom always said "If it's meant to be then it'll will be". As much as I wanted to lie to myself and say he only had eyes for me, I doubted it. Not because I was insecure but because he was never one to admit love. Yeah,you read that properly. Since his lover broke him down he saw love in a different demeanor. All I have done was love and care for him,and someone had stroll along and break him apart and destroy my chances of something beautiful. Take it as you wish,Reader, but he never steered me wrong. He puzzled me but never broke my spirit. Some would say I am naive to the fact that he can't love. My question for you reader is if he can't love why would there be black roses and Halloween candy on my pillow case ? Call me crazy but I think I can mend him , it may take years , but I can do it ,I know I can! Maybe,just maybe I'll be the reason he gives love a second chance.
