Her smile,His world

Talk

Ah! Another one made by my wp sister. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! ❤❤

Tbh this just fits this story's title so well. The girl's smile is so beautiful! I am so in love with this!

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I have to get everything under control.

Yes!

Felix has to go from here and my mother needs to keep her nose out of my business. Yes I have to get everything in control,I thought as I pace around the space outside the dorm building.

The dark doesn't bother me but the erie silence doesn't help my wild thoughts either. I prefer to stay in crowd and noise so I can tone down my own thoughts. 

I remind myself to stay calm as I take a deep breath in before dialing my mother's number.

One ring. Two rings. Three rings...

I dial again and wait for her to pick it up, I know the time is not appropriate to call her or anybody but I always belief, do what has to be done right then and there. Don't rely on tomorrow, you don't know what can happen .

And finally she does pick up.

"Tashi.." She sounds confuse in her sleepy state.

"Mother." I greet back, dryly. I hear shuffling behind her, probably she is getting off the bed.

"What happened? Why have you called this early in the morning?" I roll my eyes at her question knowing she can't see me.

"Have Felix visited you?" My question is met by silence. I close my eyes taking all the silence in.

"Why?" I whisper, disappointment and tiredness clear in my voice.

"He.. he apologized. He wanted to talk to you and said that you are not replying to his messages he had left on your social accounts-" I cut her off with a sarcastic reply.

"Like you don't know why."

"Tashi.... You should talk to him."

"Are you for real, Mother?" I can't help but scream. I should talk to him? Really?

"Tashi. Don't raise your voice." She says, sternly and I remind myself to stay calm again.

"Well sorry to break it to you. I shouldn't have to talk to him. And after you oh-not-so-helpfully gave him  my number and my information, my life is going to be hell again like before. So thank you for being such a great mother and I hope you enjoy it- "

"Tashi,honey, listen to me-" She tries to cut me off but I'm not having any of it. She doesn't understand. She knows what I've been through. How could she forgives him so easily?

"Goodbye, Mother. See you not later anyways." With that I hang up on her and before she can call me back, I switch off my phone.

The sudden urge to throw my phone on the ground hits me but I quieten it down knowing it won't do me any good. Phones are precious.

I look at the black and empty sky and I'm not going to say 'like my soul' here because my soul is filled with fury and rage and my mother knows it perfectly well how I deal with my anger but still she does it not caring how I am going to feel about it.

Do not cry now. You can deal with this,I tell myself. I stay like this for I don't know how long sitting on the steps outside the building.

"Tashi." I turn my head when I hear someone acknowledges me.

"Luca" My eyes widen in surprise. He looks at me with a guilty expression, fumbling on his feet. I chuckle a little at him.

"Stop." I wave my hand towards his feet. He smiles slightly before tucking his hands in his pants' pocket.

"Can we talk?" He asks looking at me hopefully and this time, it is my turn to shuffle in nervousness.

What's with everybody wanting to talk to me now?

"Please?" He whispers and I contemplate in accepting or not but I instantly I feel bad by looking at his face and I sigh.

"Sure." He grins at me,his eyes lightening up.

"Thanks." I shrug my shoulder not knowing what to say. I'm still wary of him after what had happened and I don't really know what to talk to him.

I motion toward the little steps outside the dorm building and he sits down with considerable amount of space between us.

And just then I realize, Jason didn't follow me. I know I'm the one that tell him to leave me alone because I was angry but you know that part of you that wants someone to still follow you when you say not to.

"Look I know what I did,is wrong. I am sorry for that. Please can you find it in yourself to forgive me?" He finishes and I look at him for a while just trying to see past any infidelity in his eyes but he looks straight in my eyes with guilt and sincerity.

"I.. Why do you do that? And why now ask for forgiveness? " I ask him the question that bothering me alot since that day. He sighs, his knees jumping up and down, anxiously.

" Do you want me to be honest?" He asks after a while looking down at his hands which are clasped together.

"Always."

"I like you from the day since I saw you. " He finishes looking me in the eyes and I just groan putting my face in my hands.

Not he. Why? Is this some joke going on with me? First Jason's signals then Felix's grand entrance then he. Why is everybody so interesting in me?

"Please, Tashi. Don't think like this. I know, you don't like me that way. I was just drunk and i couldn't stop myself.  I'm so sorry, I regret doing that everytime I look at you. If you don't forgive me , It's okay. I just want us to be friends again. I know it's a lme excuse. But please, I'm sorry. I don't want you to force you into anything." He rushes out before I can stop him and exhales heavily after finishing his sentence.

I just analyze him making he squirms as he waits for me to say something. I smirk mentally seeing him fidgeting before I smirk at him which then turns into a small smile when I see him sighing in relief.

"Just friends. Okay? You said it already that you know how I feel. And I'm sorry for that I can't do it right now, I mean those feelings and all." I give him a small smile and he nods in understanding, biting down his lip.

"I'm sorry for that night again. "

"S'okay." I say winking at him. He grins , putting out his hand for me to shake.

"Friends?" He says cheekily and I chuckle a little before shaking my hand with her and nodding. But there is still a little part in my head that's hoping that it won't turn out bad.

"So what are you doing here at this time?" He asks.

"Just needed some fresh air. " I reply not explaining him.

"What about you?"

"Well I was at my friend's dorm-" He gets cut off by a voice that booms off in the silence.

"I thought I told you to stay away from her." We both jump, looking over at our shoulders to find Jason heaving up and down in fury as he glares at Luca.

Oh no.

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