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Chapter 4 (Second chances?)

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated lately I just came back from Camping so I couldn't update but I'm back and will try to update as much as I can .Also ,thank you to whoever has read this far it means a lot to me and,it encourages me to continue writing this story when I see that people are actually reading this even if just 2 or 6 people thank you 😊.Anyways here's chapter 4 enjoy
Ps. Shout out to my good friend fierce for inspiring me to start my first book and become a author so thank you and I hope you enjoy this book.❤️

*six months later*
Barry P.O.V
It has been six months  since me and Nate have stopped talking.Six months ,24 weeks and 180 days since I last heard his cute  soft voice and since I've seen those beautiful piercing blue eyes.I pushed everyone that's important in my life  Cisco my best friend ,Caitlin ,Dr.Wells who treated me like a son,and patty who I thought I loved with all my heart. You see after what happened I immediately broke up with patty after she decided to cheat on me with some random guy and moved away.Surprisingly tho I was actually sort of relieved andI felt free and kind of happy but all that went away when Those last words kept replaying .I don't want nothing to do with you Barry you lost me forever and you can't blame nobody else but yourself goodbye Barry Allen".Nathan queen you may haven broke me but I will rise and I will repair myself .I thought to myself as I decided to get off my sofa,got dress and went outside.As I was entering jitters to get my morning coffee I could feel my heart fall and I could feel my eyes start to water but I decided to not give him the satisfaction and to not show him what he did to me, so I put on a big fake smile and walked up to him taking the empty seat next to him.
"Is This seat taken?" I said making him look up from looking at his computer.and at that moment I could see those ocean blue eyes of his connecting with my hazel brown eyes which made me feel butterflies on my stomach
"Oh Umm no it's not you can sit there " he replied
"So how you been?" I asked breaking the silence while rubbing the back of my neck .
"Good and you?" He asked slightly exited
"Good what have you been up to these past months?" I asked curiosity as he returned to typing on his laptop.
"Well I moved back to starling city got an apartment ,and I got a job offer as a C.S.I agent here" he replied as he continued to type on his laptop.
" That's good so your working in central city now?" I asked a little too excited.
"Yes I start on Monday" he replied
"Oh ok can we talk Nathan?" I asked nervously
"There's nothing for us to talk about Barry everything was clear six months ago" he said coldly starting to gather his stuff.
"Dam it Nate will you please just listen to me all I ask is for five minutes and if after I say what I have to say you still don't believe me then you can go and I will leave you alone forever" I said sincerely.
"Ok you have 5 minutes Barry" he said as he looked on his watch
"Ok look first of all, I want to say I'm sorry for not being honest with you and not telling you about patty but I didn't told you because, It didn't come up and honestly I did not want to because evry time I'm with you I feel happy I feel like I could be myself and that's something I never felt with patty I don't know how to describe my feelings for you but I know that I don't want to be without you I don't want to lose what we had so if you give me another chance I promise to be one hundred percent homest with you and that I will never lie to you again" I finished out of breath. Awaiting for his answer.
"Look Barry I understand why you didn't tell me ,but that's not what bothered me I don't care if you have a girlfriend but the fact that you lied to my face for the whole time we knew each other  that bothered me. I trusted you Barry and you broke that trust I'm sorry I can't do this right now I'll see you later Barry" he said as he finished packing his stuff but, before he had the chance to walk away I grabbed his face and connected my lips with his.I won't let him go not again. I thought to myself  as we kissed  I could feel sparks going all over my body. It felt right and after what felt like hours I finally pulled away and as soon as I realized what happened I ran as fast as I could and went back to S.T.A.R labs.