Amnesia // 5sos

004

I smiled at my reflection in the mirror, I wasn't sure why. It wasn't like I looked amazing, maybe just slightly better than usual. I grabbed the mascara wand flicking it over my lashes once more before chucking it back into my makeup bag.

I tied the fronts of my hair back, letting the rest fall in it's natural straightness, I definitely didn't have enough time to curl it so this would have to do. I was already dressed in this tiny black dress for the party, I was pretty excited for it but also gutted to since this was going to be one of the last times I hung out with the boys for a long time, who know's possibly forever, not that I wanted to think about that right now.

"You ready to go Lil?" My mum asked.

She was going to drop me off at Michael's which was where the party was and then she was going on her first date in nearly five years. I was really excited for her but obviously if this date went really good for her and then there was more of them then things could possibly change at home and I wasn't sure how I felt about that.

"Yeah one sec, uhm I'm staying at Luke's after then going with him to the airport tomorrow to see them all off." I said quickly, I hadn't bothered to actually ask before to see if it was okay, I had just assumed it would be.

"Hm okay, I wish you had checked with me before but i'll allow it only because of the circumstances. We really do need to get going now."

I grabbed my bag that was already packed and followed my mum downstairs before getting into the car.

The drive to Michael's was short and sweet barley ten minutes down the road, I climbed out of the car and made my way to the front door, I could see that it was already packed inside and music was blaring through the windows.

I knocked on the door several times before it opened to reveal a very happy tipsy Michael.

"Lillllllyyyyyyy." Micheal said loudly holding his arms out for me.

I pushed myself into his chest, my arms going around his waist tightly as he have me a tight squeeze. I felt his head bend down and his lips press to the top of my head quickly before pulling away again, I don't know why but this was something all of the boys did whenever they gave me a hug.

Michael pulled away from the hug and grabbed my hand instead pulling me along behind me.

"Let's go get you a drink." He said as we walked into the kitchen.

Michael filled up a cup full of god knows what and passed it to me, I began sipping at it before is recognised the fruity taste and began gulping it down.

"Where's Luke, Cal and Ash?" They were the only people (along with Michael) that I had came to see, it was their party after all.

"Uhhh, outside I think. They're all gonna try and get with someone before we leave. Even Luke..." Michael said laughing.

Michael knew about my feelings for Luke so sure it was just oh so hilarious that he was gonna try and get with someone.

"Really? Wow. Good for him."

"Y'know, he's hardly going to turn you down if you go try. In fact I know he won't." Michael stated.

I rolled my eyes and refilled my cup again, I had a feeling I would be needing this.

"I'm gonna go find the others." I said before leaving Michael to himself.

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"So have you got with anyone yet?" I asked Luke my voice was beyond slurred and I found myself completely leaning onto Luke for support as we sat on the couch.

"No, i've been with you the whole time." Luke replied sipping at his beer.

"Sorry. Go find someone. I'll chill here." I said rolling my eyes.

Luke didn't have to stay with me, he could go and find someone and get off with them if that's really wanted.

"No I wanna stay with you, idiot." Luke said a laugh erupting from his chest before he began gulping down the rest of his beer.

"Luke? I'm really going to miss you." I found myself blurting out, he already knew this, I didn't need to tell him again but I couldn't help myself.

"I'm gonna miss you a lot more Lil, what am I gonna do without my bestfriend bugging me everyone two seconds to come over to hers, watch films and order pizza on a Friday night."

"Not possible, you still get your other three bestfriends, I lose you all. My Friday nights are gonna be so boring from now on." I moaned, my bottom lip sticking out.

Luke put down his can and turned to face me, part of him looked like he was about to cry right there in front of me and Luke barley ever cried, he always tried to keep it together for everyone else.

"I love you Lil. I really fucking love you. I'm not gonna forget you whilst we're gone and if we need to we can still do our Friday nights just over FaceTime or something.. I don't know but we can make it work. I don't want to lose you, we've been bestfriends for so long I don't think I can lose you, I don't want to start this journey without you." Luke said his eyes growing sadder, I could see them start to fill up, he was definitely an emotional drunk.

I didn't even think for a second longer, I didn't want to talk anymore I just wanted to do one thing and one thing only. I leaned into him pressing my lips to his mouth quickly before leaning back to see his reaction but only moments later his face came crashing into mine as our lips collided again but this time a lot stronger, we began making out right on the couch.

It wouldn't really bother anyone because everyone was too drunk to notice or care.

Luke pulled away, his chest was moving up and down quickly as he kept looking between my eyes and my lips.

"Do you wanna go back to mine now? We could carry this on but back at mine?" Luke asked, his voice was shaking as if he was unsure of himself.

"Yeah. Let's go." I said nodding my head several times just to confirm it with myself.

The next thing I knew we were practically running out of the house without saying goodbye to anyone and the rest of the night was history...

A/n

Sorry for this shitty filler, I just needed something inbetween the last and the next chapter!!! I hope you kinda enjoy this anyway... please comment and vote as it will motivate me to update quicker honestly as right now it's like I'm writing just for myself which is boring... thanks anyway!!!