The bus ride seemed like driving across the country, I couldn't WAIT to get home! Then finally it was my stop, before I stepped off the bus I took the bus's microphone thingy and repeated the time twice, gave a huge smile to everyone and stepped off the bus.
I already had tons of booze and my friend said she was going to bring some pot, if you know what I mean. Tonight was going to be legendary! I made a quick run to the store, which I was so lucky it was right across the street from my house. I got all the usual party stuff, solo cups, a bunch of good quality speakers and a bunch of soda. I also got some plastic shot glasses for the beer pong we were gonna play tonight. But there was one thing I wasn't sure if I should get or not, condoms. I mean, I never had sex, I was close to having it but that doesn't really count, does it? I grabbed a four pack quickly, just in case. I mean anything could happen right?
I check out at the self checkout, I don't want people to know I'm buying condoms, ya feel? I hurry home and I am welcomed by Jared and Krissy, who are smiling with a FUCKING POUND of pot. I immediately ask,
"Where the fuck did you get so much money?!"
"Don't worry about it kiddo, happy birthday." They responded. They were snickering and giggling at me while I was setting up everything, they were smacked, I could tell. After I set up the soda and booze all around the kitchen, and have my party playlist ready to start anytime you could hit play. I go up to my room and take the condoms out of the box just so I don't have fuss with opening the box when it's time, I mean if I do. Which I probably won't, but who knows.
I look over at the time, 7:45 pm. 2 hours and 25 minutes I think, now time to relax. I sit down next to my friends I realize they're rolling a blunt, grape flavored paper. Niceeee. First I lock all the doors and shut the blinds on the window. Soon as I close the last blind, Jared and Krissy light it up.
I put on some music, preferably 'French Inhale'. We all took turns on the huge blunt. Trying to master all of the well known smoking tricks, we start with the one they're talking about in the song, french inhale. First off, I've mastered all the tricks. I pull it off first try, while all my friends are struggling. But Krissy softly punches me and laughs her ass off.
We next start on the O's everyone has heard of them right? Of course, I mastered them and of course they booed me, when I should be booing them. It seemed if we talked there in my living room for hours about pointless stuff, laughing at the colors of the walls and faces we all made at each other. I smiled at everything I had and than I just started laughing at myself. How you ask? Just about how I think that I'm a really cool kid when I'm really just worthless. That's when I realized, I laugh a lot when I'm about to break down. I needed to take my antidepressants or my whole night will be a bunch of overwhelming depression for me.
I jumped up and ran straight to my cabinet. Of course I tripped and fell on my face. Bloody nose, of course. I grab some tissues and stuff it up. I finally get to the cabinet, thank god I wasn't too high. Because I took the right amount of pills and slowly walked over back to my friends. They passed me the blunt, I took a long, hard hit at it, which brought a lot of smoke. I do a long french inhale and relax. I lay back laughing at my friends trying to do any kind of smoking trick. We only finished half of it, when I heard a knock at the door. I glance at the kitchen clock 10:00.
