I led her up to my room, I opened up the door and there was already a couple making out on my bed.
"Oh hell naw!" I scream. "Get out of my room!" I grab them both by their hair and push them out of my room. I grab some body mist spray it on my bed. The girl laughs my facial expression and sits down on my bed. I rip open my night stand drawer, and of course a condom flies out. She picks it up and laughs at me. "What? You don't think that I could get some?" I ask joking wise.
"You couldn't if you tried," she said in a calm, kind of horny voice. No I should not be turned on by this, snap out of it Jeni. I ignore her and take out my blunt roller along with some paper and some strong ass weed. I roll it up and look back at her, she's naked. No Jeni stop you're just imagining things. I close my eyes tight for 2 seconds and look back at her, fully clothed. I take a deep breath and take out my lighter, it has stars I drew on it when I first started smoking. I sit next to her on my bed and hand her the blunt, she puts it in her mouth and I light it up.
"So, what's your name anyways?" I ask before taking a long hit on the strawberry flavored blunt.
"Katherine, but everyone calls me Karry," Karry said looking down at my lighter.
"Pretty name. Do you go to Rockwell High school, like me?" I ask hopefully. She seemed like she would make a really good fuck buddy, uh I mean friend. A good friend, I'd like to get in the shower with. What the fuck am I thinking, I'm straight; I know that.
"Actually yes, I'm in your English class. But I sit all the way in the front, so you probably never see me." she said while letting all the smoke basically fall out of her mouth like a waterfall. "I'll sit in the back with you next class, alright?" I nodded and she passed me the blunt. I close my eyes and inhale deep for about 25 seconds, than exhale. I blow the smoke into her face and start laughing at her facial expression. She gave me a wink and tried to catch all the smoke with her mouth. Her breath being so close to mine, I could smell the lingering scent of cigarettes and a hint of whiskey. We scoot back onto my bed leaning on the head board of the bed.
"So tell me about this loser that you're so upset about?" I ask as calm as I could. Being the high idiot I was at the time, I could barely function. I knew I shouldn't of said that when a tear rolled down her cheek. "No, no I didn't mean to upset you. I'm sorry for asking, you don't have to answer okay." I tell her sounding worried. "Just forget I asked okay." Just than she bursts out crying onto my shoulder, I quickly wrap my arm around her back. "It's gonna be okay, I promise babe." I blurt out to her.
"No it's not, it's never gonna be okay for me, never." she said still sobbing into my shoulder. "Everyone says it's gonna be okay, or it will get better. But, it never does and it will never be okay" Just then she lifted up her sleeves, revealing deep cuts that really should've killed her.
"I wont let anyone hurt you okay." I said dearly to her.
In that moment, I was so happy that she was alive and that I met her tonight. I was happy she was in my room sitting with me. But, I made one mistake. She looked up at me and I kissed her. But, here's the plot twist, she kissed back.
