chapter six

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heyy.......how are you ..... its been  a while... youve grown since ive last seen you .. me? where have i been? ha. ha . ha you all hate me dont you well i didnt forget about this story trusting me ive tried updating but things happened ..... one i dropped my phone in water and it broke i had a chapter already half written on it and i thought i lost it and two i had major wrritters block and three ive been really busy and four  wattpad wpuldnt let me log on for a while so that was a problem but the other day when i was in art i was going through my notes in my new phone and BOOM i got the chapter back and i was like YES now i can update im so sorry guys!!!! love you xx

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 Skyler

 (Flashback) to the a month after she and Caspar got together

My phone buzzed 15 times each from Finn apologizing I knew Caspar was better for me but something about Finn still drove me crazy   I felt my hands shake as I finally picked up the phone

" h-hello " my voice shook with fear and anticipation my heart beating fast

" sky I still love you ...even though you love him I will never stop loving you " a lump in my throat appeared  I swallow it

" I know you do..." Was all I managed to say

" ....do you still love me ? After everything we've been through you just can't stop that quickly .." I sat down on the edge of my bed of course he was still on my mind of course there's not a night I go without thinking of everything we used to be I ran my hand across my blankets remembering all the nights spent together and how sleeping with Caspar wasn't the same even doing his dirty deeds made my adrenaline surge through me how. Us and will used to make plans together how he would kiss me goodbye a longing full kiss that never left me the entire day a single tear rolled down my cheek

" sky.....do you still love me?" Biting hard on my lip I inhale deeply

"I never stopped..."

" I miss you baby" I could hear the smile in his voice

" I miss you too.... What are we going to do about it " there was a short pause

" stay with Caspar for now when the time is right we will get together just keep in touch and keep me in the loop"

" ok...Finn I love you "

" I love you too "

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Real time

I never knew my life would turn into this why couldn't I just have a normal life and not live in constant lies

My hands we shaking as we drove in the car Alfie had passed out because Caspar gave him sleeping pills because Alfie hasn't  slept for that long in the last couple days

" are you alright babe" Caspar asked glancing at me he reaches over grabbing my hand and bringing it to his mouth he kisses it and squeezes it tightly " don't worry this should be over soon they can't leave the country because Finn left his passport as well "he nods to the brief case on the floor

" I hope so I don't know how much longer I can take this " that wasn't a lie but just a vague truth

Jack

Waking up to a bunch of eyes made me jump out of his arms they all knew about Marcus but not me I didn't know what to do everybody was silent and starring Marcus suddenly stretched his arms above his head and gave a little laugh

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