Vampire Daddy (hunhanff)

Chapter 25

AN// I imagine Lu's room looking similar to that but of course the lighting a bit darker since it's cloudy there!(:

Sehun's POV:

I let Luhan sleep on my chest as I play with his hair and rub his bare back. He's so beautiful and so sweet that I don't want to ever let him go. I know I can't keep him forever because there will be more people he'll love and I won't come in between that. I want what he wants and if he decides to be with someone else then so be it. But as of right now, he's mine.

"Hyung?" He mumbles against my chest as I run my fingers up into his hair.

"Hm?" I hum as he sighs.

"You're gonna stay from now on, right?" He asks as I sigh and gently rub his head.

"Go back to sleep for now." I instruct as he hums in response, too tired to argue.

I continue rubbing his back and run my fingers through his hair as he falls back asleep. He's so perfect, he truly is which makes it hard for me to not to give him what he wants.

I consider leaving before he gets up to avoid the argument that's bound to come but I know it will just make him not trust me even more. This is so difficult.

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Luhan's POV:

I wish it was always like this. Why isn't it always like this? This just feels so right, so why would hyung ever not want to feel this? He's been rubbing my back all night and reminds me about how much I miss his touch. I've missed sleeping next to him, I've missed hugging him, I've missed laughing with him, I've missed living with him and I've just missed him.

This was the first night in months that I've slept thought the night. I usually wake up two or three times but not once did I last night. When I did wake up, I was welcomed by hyung cool fingertips running up and down my spine. My arm and leg were drapped over his body and head was facing into his sweet smelling neck. His touch sent chills down my back and made me shiver as I whined softly.

"Good morning." He mumbles, his soft breath push my hair slightly.

I hum in response and press my lips to his neck while debating whether I want to get up or not.

"How do you feel?" He asks as I pull my leg off him and stretch them as a yawn forces my mouth open and a deep breath in.

I moan a soft note, not ready to talk quite yet, while trying to fully wake myself up. My fingers on his side gently rub his skin while I yawn again and snuggle my face into his neck. My hand moves up to the other side of his neck and fingertips run into the side of his hair before I move my head up to kiss his cheek.

"Good morning." I groan as I lay my head next to his and pull my hand out of his hair.

I rub my eyes and scratch behind my ear before rolling onto my back so I can stretch my arms above my head. My body feels amazing, truely amazing, and so relaxed that I just want to bask in the calm state.

"How'd you sleep?" He asks as I make a soft squeaking sound from the stretch before relaxing.

"I haven't slept this good in months." I admit as I roll towards him and throw my leg back over his body.

I'm more than happy that I woke up with him still here. I was scared he'd leave before I got to tell him goodbye or have to beg him to stay.

"Hyung." I mumble as I rub his arm with my hand that's across his chest.

"Hm?" He hums.

"You're gonna stay with me from now on, right?" I ask before he becomes silent again. "Hyung?" I say after a minute of silence while I sit up.

"Lu, you've just been doing so well by yourself-" He says as he too sits up.

"No, I haven't-"

"You have. I will visit, but I won't stay. I know you won't understand but look at you! You're doing all these awesome things for yourself and I don't want you to go back to relying on me for everything. You know I love you, and I'm doing this because I love you. We need time apart-"

"How... how much time." I mumble, tears already falling down my cheeks.

"Until you finish college. Then you can decide exactly what you want-"

"Hyung! That's such a long time from now!"

"It will go back fast, I promise." He says as he grabs my jaw and presses his lips to mine. "I love you." He says like he's saying goodbye with makes my heart break.

"H-hyung!" I beg in a way that he knows I don't want him to go.

"Don't cry, Luhan, everything is going to be okay. You've been such a good boy these past months. I will see you again soon-"

"How s-soon?" I hiccup as he wraps his hands around my cheeks and wipes my eyes with his thumbs.

"I'll come back in one week, okay? And I want you to look for a roommate also-"

"I want you to be my roommate." I whine before he chuckles and pulls me into a hug.

"I love you, Luhan." He whispers in my ear before pressing his cool lips just underneath it.

"I-I love you too, h-hyung." I hiccup before he disappears. 

AN// Hey everyone! I hope you enjoyed the chapter and I wanted to let everyone know that

denraex has been translating "It Will Never Be the Same" into Turkish so if anyone is interested in it you can go to her page or I have the book added to my reading list! Love you guys!(: