The dinner I had with Ry last night really had my head messed up. I know about her past with her ex and could understand the way she feels but I can't help the way I feel either.
I swear I just see something in that girl that makes me want to drop everything I'm doing just to see what she needs. Of course she doesn't feel the same way and just wants sex.
I can't lie and say I haven't thought about sexing her because I have. But I can't be with her like that knowing I already have feelings for her.
Eventually I decided to get out of my bed and kick it with one of my boys to clear my head. Calling up Dre, I put him on speaker.
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"Wazzam nigga?" Dre said.
"Nun much bruh. Just need to clear my head."
"I bet it's Ry ain't it? I told you she don't want yo ass. All you doing is looking hella thirsty."
"I don't even care bruh. She's stubborn as hell man, won't give a nigga a chance."
"Q, they got plenty of more females tho my nigga."
"Whateva, I'm tryna go to the club and smoke you coming?" I asked
"I might as well to knock some sense in yo ass. Cause you need to get your head out Ryan ass."
"Bruh fuck you." I said laughing. "Imma see you in a few"
"Bye thirsty" he said hanging up.
Hopefully Dre can take my mind off of Ryan. I know eventually I will stop chasing her but for right now I can't help my feelings.
Ryan "Tay, Q was so damn pissed. He left me at the damn table just looking dumb by myself."
"Who can blame him? You make him look dumb on a regular." She said chuckling.
Me and Tay were in our living room catching each other up on what happened last night.
" I do not. He wants me but I just have to tell him I don't feel the same. I mean I do want him but just not in a relationship. "
"Whatever you say Ry." She said rolling her eyes
"Back to you Tay, 7 rounds! I can't believe. How the hell are you even still walking?"
"Practice makes perfect." She replied causing my eyes to widen. "Don't let me fool you though, I'm sore as hell."
"I wish I was getting some dick." I said sticking my bottom lip out.
"I ain't gonna bring up he who must not be named but I'm pretty sure you can get some from him if you really wanted to."
"Bitch how many times do I have to tell you he don't want me like that only. It's really pissing me off honestly. I just wanna feel him sooooooo bad! But he playing around."
"Umm ok hoe don't be getting all hot and bothered on my sofa." She said frowning
"I'm just dick deprived das all my friend. Trell got any single friends? One night stands never hurt nobody. "
"Uh uh Q my friend just like you are. Find your own one night stand. I don't want any part of you missing a chance with your soulmate. That's on you."
"I doubt he's my soulmate." I said rolling my eyes. " but fine I'll find my own dick for tonight. "
Getting off of the couch I made my my way to my room.
"You're such a whore!" Tay yelled after me.
"Bite me bitch!" I said laughing.
One thing about me and Tay is that we had the best sense of humor in our friendship. But we also kept it real with each other. If I had a friend that took shit serious all the time I honestly don't know what I'd do.
Putting on some music, I started twerking to get myself on the mood. Tonight I'm going to get dicked down and I can't wait.
Quentin
Pulling up outside of my club, I got out and seen Dre leaning against his car.
Giving him dap, we made our way inside the club.
"You still in your feeling lil baby?" Dre said laughing.
"Nigga I'm not in my feelings. Just getting tired of chasing after a female. I was never like this. What the fuck happened to me bruh? "
"Nigga you caught feelings. Used to have all them broads and shit. Now yo dumbass just turns them away. Over a broad." He said while lighting up a blunt.
"Aye man her name Ry. " I said correcting him.
"I know what the hell her name is. Don't be getting defensive over a girl that don't want nothing to do witchu. I'm just looking out. "
"Change the subject and pass that shit. " I said growing irritated.
"Santana want to meet up with us. Possibly next week. "
"For what? I thought we were done doing deals with him?" I said becoming serious.
"Well he wants to do more deals since we got him a lot of money last time. So we in or out?"
"I guess we in. Not like we had a choice. He doesn't like to be told no. "
"I know. But we be making stacks doing deals with him too. "
Santana was a big time promoter and owner of multiple clubs in LA and other cities. If you ever disrespected him, your business would be destined to fail. Simple as that.
"Alright just set that shit and tell him this the last time. "
"Got you nigga. " Dre said standing up and going to the back. Most likely to fuck a bartender like always. The nigga always mixing business with pleasure.
Before I could go back in deep thought, I took a long drag out of the blunt and just cleared my head.
------------------------------------------------------- I know it was short. But hope you enjoyed!
