To Love Or To Be Loved

Chapter Eight

Ryan

It's been two months since me and Q made our relationship official and things have been really good so far. He has been proving to me daily that he is committed to me and my needs. Of course I do the same for him. When I fall in love, I fall really hard and I can feel my feelings getting stronger for him day by day.

"Baby, get up." I said waking Q up. "What's wrong?" he asked me. Not responding, I began kissing his neck and slowly dragged my hand down to his boxers. Grabbing him, I slowly moved my hand up and down. He looked at me now fully awake and on hard.

Grabbing my face, he kissed my lips and bit down on my bottom one. "Take this off." he said tapping my panties. Flipping me on my back, he slowly went down while leaving kisses on my stomach. Finally reaching my clit, he began going to work. It didn't take long for me to cum at all since I woke up horny as hell.

After catching my breath, I pulled Q's "manhood" out and inserted it myself. He liked when I took over from time to time but not all the time. Pushing my hand away, he inserted the rest of himself to me and began stroking me slowly. He put both of my hands above my head and picked up the pace.

I began to moan loudly, taking in the feeling. Bending down to my ear, "You like that?" Q asked. Not responding because the pleasure was too good, he slowed down and gave me the deepest stroke ever. It's like he put every inch of himself in me. Gasping, I tried to push him up some. "Answer me." he said whispered in my ear.

I nodded my head and began to moan again. "Mhmmm" I moaned. Picking up speed again, he stroked me some more about to make me cum again. "Shit" he mumbled. "Wait. Lay down" I said. Climbing on top of him, I began riding him. His hands automatically went to my hips as he began thrusting upwards. "Fuck" he said as he pulled out and released on my leg a few moments later.

"Good morning" I said kissing his lips and getting up. "Man you need to wake a nigga up like this every morning. I'd make you breakfast right after." he said as he was catching his breath. "Shut up." I laughed while starting the shower. "You got work today?" he asked from the room.

"Yea I do. 12 hour shift." I answered him back. "Damn, I was trying to take you out tonight." he said. "I'm off tomorrow since it's the weekend. We can do something then." I said. Feeling arms around my waist, he kissed my neck. "Cool wit me. I got some business to handle today so we gotta make this quick." he said.

"Make what quick?" I replied. "This." he said as he picked my leg up and inserted two fingers in me.

I think I love this man.

Quentin

After what happened with me and Ry this morning, we finally got ourselves ready and left my place. I had some business to handle at the club, which has been happening a lot lately. Santiago's drug trade had officially taken over my club and I was too far in to change my mind about it now. Ryan doesn't know about it and I'm trying to keep it that way. The less she knows, the better.

"Wassup man." I said while dapping Dre up. "Shit just left from my baby mama house. That bitch is crazy man." Dre said while rolling his eyes. "Damn my nigga. She still trippin over that girl you had in your bed?" I asked. "Bruh, yea. Like how you just come in a nigga house without calling or some shit. She still don't wanna let me see my daughter." he replied.

"Just let her cool down. You know when a woman angry, she go crazy." I said. "Quentin." I heard a voice say from behind me. I turned around and seen it was Santiago crazy ass. "You're late." he said.

"Man don't start that shit today. Where the shipment at?" I asked. "It's getting unloaded as we speak. I also need last week's earnings." he said taking a seat. "Dre, get that for me." I said since he was the one who handled the money. "To say you were so hesitant to join this business with me, it has become really successful." he said smirking.

"Yea, it been cool I guess." I said sitting next to him. "Think about it. Around this time next year, the business will be great." He said. What he didn't know was that I wasn't planning on doing this shit by the time next year came around. I just needed a plan to come up with.

"Mhm." I said. "Tell me something Quentin, do you have a girlfriend?" He asked. "Nah man. Why?" I asked looking him up and down. "You are a handsome young man and my daughter just so happens to be single. She's had her eye on you for a while." He said while lighting up his cigar.

"Ok and? I'm not about to get pimped out to your daughter just cause she got a lil crush." I said getting agitated. "One date is all I want you to take her on. That's all." He said. "Nah my nigga. I ain't mixing business with pleasure. They got plenty of other niggas around for her." I said

"No shit Quentin. But the thing is, she wants you. Just one date and let her down easily. I promise I won't take offense to it at all." He replied. "So what's the point of me going out on a date with her if imma just turn her down?" I said becoming confused. "It's her 21st birthday and she hasn't been on a date yet. So you're going to make that happen. Think of it as a birthday gift." He informed me.

"Aight. But this the only time imma do that shit." I said ending the conversation. "Do what?" Dre said while coming up with the bag of money. "Imma tell you later man. Just give him his portion of the money." I replied. Dre dropped the bag of money at one of Santiago's security guards feet. "Well I'll be in touch with you soon Quentin. We'll go over the details." He said getting up from his chair and leaving. What the fuck did I just agree to.

Ryan

The day went by very quickly at work and I was now on my way home. Literally all I wanted to do was get in my bed and go to sleep. Deciding I wanted to see how his day was, I called Q. 

"Wassup baby?" he said

"Nothing really, just wanted to see how your day was."

"It was cool. Got a lot of stuff handled today. Now we about to open up the club for the night."

"You know when you gonna be done? I wanna be laid up on you."

"We should be closed up by 2 am. My place or yours?"

"Mine. Tay went visit Trell on tour so I have the place to myself for a couple of days." I said pulling into my driveway.

"Ok cool. How was your day? You sound a lil tired."

"It was so stressful. The next nurse on rotation showed up a whole hour late. I was so mad."

Getting out of my car, I made my way to the door. Seeing someone standing outside the door, I froze. When they turned around it was Mike.

"Baby you still there?" I heard Q say.

Turning around I quickly got my keys and ran to my car.

"RYAN!" I heard Mike say after me. Now running full speed, I dropped everything in my arms and ran to my car. Once I got in, I automatically locked the doors and pulled off. It's been two years since I've seen Mike and my head was running wild with thoughts. My first questions were how the hell did he get out of prison and how did he find out where I live?