Dangerous Love(BOOK1)

24.

What? I dont understand. He cant love me, he barely knows me. It wasnt until now I noticed I barely know him. I actually dont know him at all, we have always talked about myself.

"No you dont." I say.

"Of course I do, Kristy. I want to be with you forever."

Is he mocking me right now? Is he being serious? Im at a complete loss for words right now. I dont love him back, I really care for him but Love is too much for us. It cant be possible for him to love me, not this fast. I stay silent, avoiding all eye contact with him.

"You dont have to say it back." he breaks the silence.

My eyes shoot up and connect with his gorgrous green orbs that are staring right back. His emotions are unreadable, his face is neutral. No more words are spoken, just a deep and awkward silence hovers over us. I want to say it back but I wouldnt mean it, and I would be filled with eternal guilt. I finally build up the courage and find something to say to him. But before I could get a single word out his soft but tender lips crash onto mime.

My eyes close immediately and my body give into his touch. He won. I forgive him. I just want him to be closer to me, so much closer. And now I feel a huge guilt for not saying I Love You back to him. Though, I think he understands. After moments of bliss, he pulls away from me and stares into my eyes.

"I missed you." I whisper to him.

"And I, you." he says in a low, sweet voice.

This is all so strange, Andrew is acting strange. I cant just forgive him for disappearing on me, thats just ridiculous. We have to talk about it, I have to know why he keeps leaving me. Its tearing my heart apart, because what if he leaves and never comes back?

"Andrew, I-" I start but my work stop, he looks at me intensely. "I need to know.. Whats going on?"

"What do you mean, 'whats going on'?" he tries to sound cool and collected.

Then he makes that face. The face he always makes when I bring up the topic of where he goes and what his other job is. A look a horror and guilt, mixed with excitement and willpower. I dont think he noticed I can feel him trembling next to me. I can feel his odd behavior radiating off of him the the intense heat of the sunlight. I just want to know if he is wasting my time or not. I dont want to invest so much time into someone that is just going to throw is all away for some other person.

"You know what I mean." I look into his eyes with hopefulness. "Please. Tell me."

"You dont understand, Kristy..."

"Help me understand, Andrew. I cant keep doing this if you dont tell me things." I say and step back.

His face shows pure agony as he stels closer.

"No. Kristy. I cant tell you. Please understand." I can see the panic in his face as he speaks quickly but jaggedly.
"I dont understand. I really really want to. Im just not going to invest into someone that wont be there for me. I cant do this Andy, I'm sor-"

My words were suddenly cut off by Andrews strong hands shoving me into the wall, and his large body pinning me against it. All the air gets knocked out of me, and pain shoots through my body. I let out a small whimpers and see Andrew get extremely close. He is breathing heavily to match my quick breaths and my heart is basically beating out of my chest.

"A-Andrew." I let out small sobs.

"No! No, dont Kristy." he begs and rests his head on my shoulder.

"Please, stop." I whisper.

"You will understand." he stiffens and says in a stern voice. "You will understand soon enough, Kristy."

He steps away, making no eye contact. My body instantly slids down to the floor, tears drowning my eyes. He starts towards my front door, but stops right before he opens it. He doesnt turn to face me, he just stands there in silence. I dont make a sound, only waiting to see what happens next.

"And when you understand.. You'll be back. I know it." he says slowly.

And then he was gone...