Conner walked along the path, the tree's swaying with the wind now. His hands in his hoodie pockets now, and lost in thought of how he would convince evan. But the more he was in thought, the closer he got to Evan's home.
Soon enough, the tall Murphy reached the hansen's home and knocked on the door. He took in a deep breath and stepped back, waiting to be let in.All was good inside the home of evan hansen, he and Zoe were cuddled on the couch, watching some movie. Heidi, Evans mother, smiled at the two and answered the door when she heard the knock. To her pleasant surprise, she was greeted with Conner.
"hello Conner! Come in!" she smiled. Conner nodded and walked in. "hi Ms. Hansen, and evan?" he called over to the two on the couch. Evan looked back and saw him, smiling. "You and I need to have a chat." Conner spoke seldomly, Evans smile faded but he nodded. Soon enough the two were in the blue striped shirt boys room.
Conner took in a heavy breath and leaned against the door frame. "we need to talk about jared." he looked at evan.
"jared? We haven't talked in a year. Why?" evan looked at him and felt confused. Why talk about someone he didn't want to look at ever again? Jared was an asshole he only wanted free car insurance.
"he misses you. And he's feeling like a douche bag. " Conner looked to him and sighed. Evan froze. Misses him? How...did jared really want to stay his friend?
"oh.....God..is he depressed?" evan looked at Conner and huffed out a breath. "I mean.. I know he hates-"
"jared never hated you, and yeah, he's clinically depressed.." Conner huffed and ran a hand through his brown hair.
Evan felt tears water in his eyes but blinked them back. Conner looked at him and rubbed his neck. "he's being abused by his boyfriend, Daniel? Yeah, but I know he is, I've seen the bruises jared tries to hide. And I need your help, evan" he sat next to him and sighed.
"I want to help...but..I feel like I don't at the same time" evan looked at Conner and down now, looking at his arm, his cast was taken off a long time back.
Conner frowned deeply almost, "I sorta understand but..he misses you. He wants a friend. I'm...not what he wants.." he sighed and tried to find a way to get through to evan. But each thing, evan would either reply with a no or... Some excuse. and Conner was getting more pissed at the minute.
"evan, you're my dude, but seriously, jared needs you. Needs us." Conner actually started to beg. He was...worried for jared's well being and evan..this wasn't like him. Evan ran a hand through his hair, thinking but looked back. "I'm.....sorry. I can't."
"ARE YOU FUCKING KID- fine. I don't need your help to save jared's life." Conner fumed, leaving evan to his room and left the home. Not realizing Zoe or heidi had listened to their conversations.
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Meanwhile, jared sat on the edge of his bathtub, either too tired to move a limb or eating so much bath bombs he puked so he couldn't listen to his mind. He looked at the locked door and sighed. He knew Daniel was gone for too long....he must've been cheating on jared, again.
'he doesn't love you, no one does.''conner feels pity for you'
'you are useless, a bath bomb freak!'
Jared gripped his head, taking his glasses off and set them on the sink now. "I ride a PT cruiser, GOD! I'm such a loser!" he felt tears roll down his face, before making another move, he heard the front door open and his name being called. Daniel. Jared tensed up, his hands swiftly wiping his own eyes and grabbed his glasses and unlocked the door, walking out.
Daniel frowned, but was glad to see jared alone. "you're alone, good." he kissed jared's Temple and sighed. "yea...but...can we talk?" jared mumbled and dragged Daniel to to the couch now.
"what's so important you want to talk about?" Daniel snorted and hand his hands on jared's hips.
"we should break up...You hurt and abuse me......I-i want it to stop." jared spoke clearly and seriously, though he felt petrified.Daniel laughed at what jared said, but scanned the boys face and soon growled, knowing he was serious and soon pushed him roughly off the couch and put a foot on his chest.
"You were nothing without me! You NEED me!" Daniel shouted at the smaller boy. Jared shook his head, scared but tried to hide it. "are.....You sleeping with that murphy boy? Conner? Is that it!?"
"No! I don't like him that way, you ass!" jared retorted as he pushed Daniels foot off and stood, but got a fist to the stomach and fell to his knees now, gasping for air.
"You stupid slut!" Daniel scowled. "I was good to you! Gave you the best se-" "shut the fuck up and leave!" jared shouted, but.. The poor boy got a fist to the jaw, hitting him so hard his glasses flew off and hit the coffee table, cracking his lenses.
"you'll be back, bitch....soon you'll see, you'll remember you belong to me, jared.. You whore. No one will want a broken ashtray like you." Daniel spat, kicking him once more before leaving the house, slamming the door behind him.
Jared just curled up in a ball, crying quietly. Blood dripped and rolled down from his lip. Every word Daniel said...he was right...he was damaged, far to damaged. He was way beyond repair. Now he found himself holding his stomach and went to the bathroom, locking himself inside.
Little did he know Conner was coming to see him now.
Im so sorry!!! I published this thinking this was all finished but wattpad deleted half of it! I would've been done earlier but my first draft of chap 2 was deleted by wattoad for no reason and i got so mad! Well, i hope this was good. I hope you guys find the three musical refs i put in here though ;)
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The insanely lonely jared Kleinman (connor x jared)
FanfictionHonestly, we need more of these two. I ship it hard! This is as if connor never died and takes place two years after the incident. The boys all seniors now or whatever. And.... Jared goes through some bad stuff when evan ditches him. TW: -bloo...