TRIGGER WARNING. SELF HARM AND SUCH
Kyle's parents stood speechless in the living room. " WHAT DID YOU SAY" his mom screamed. " you heard me" Kyle said almost immediately. " I DON'T THINK I DID" she screamed right back. "'IM GAY" Kyle's parents just stood with frustrated looks on their faces. " hunny go get Ike and a sweater we're going out for ice cream" Kyle's dad ran past Kyle and grabbed Ike, he pulled his coat on and grabbed his car keys. His mom sent one more disappointed glare at Kyle then slammed the door behind her.
Kyle heard the door lock, he dropped to his knees and started to cry. After about ten minutes this phone started to ring. Cartman. Kyle picked himself up.
" H-hello?"
" hey je- are you alright..."
" y-yeah I-m fine "
" how'd it go..."
" I-i don't want to talk about it "
" you sound bad I'm coming over"
" no! Don't...."
" NO KYLE YOU SOUND LIKE SHIT IM COMING OVER"
And with that the call ended. Kyle ran upstairs.
Kyle ran into his bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. He opened up the cabinet and threw stuff about, when he finally found what he was looking for he stoped. Slowly he unpacked the razor blade, he hated to do this but he felt it was the only thing to do. He slowly drug the blade over his skin letting the blood roll off his arm onto the sink. He made about five cuts, he then looked down at the now bloodied sink. He dropped the blade in the trash and dipped his finger in the blood. He looked up at the mirror one more time before screaming. With the blood now smeared on his finger he drew words all over the mirror.
UGLY
MONSTER
SINFUL
SOULLESS
FAGGOT
GAY
WORTHLESS
Kyle began to cry lightly, he hated those words they felt sour on his tongue as he grit his teeth. It was when he got to the last word when he realized he had been sobbing. Kyle fell to his knees burying his face in his now bloody hands. He hadn't realized but the door had opened quietly to reveal him to his world. In other words Cartman.
Cartman stood shocked, this was the one and only time he had been at loss for words. He walked slowly towards Kyle. He crouched down in front of him, he grabbed his arm violently and pulled up his sleeve. Fuck. He wrapped his arms around Kyle in a bone crushing hug and began to sob along with Kyle. After a little while he picked himself up and trapped Kyle's hands, Cartman tried his best to wash up Kyle along with the bathroom, he put Kyle in his pajamas, his goal was to get Kyle to sleep.
"How are you..." no response from Kyle. Fuck what was I thinking asking that of course he's bad. Cartman sat against Kyle's headboard and pulled Kyle with him. Kyle was now situated on Cartman's stomach with his knees pulled up and Cartman's arm wired around all of Kyle. " Kyle please stop crying.." Kyle looked up his forest green orbs dancing with the water dripping around them. "It's going to be okay Kyle..." kyle tensed and turned around. "STOP SAYING THAT YOU DONT KNOW THAT, YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS, MY PARENTS HAVE DISOWNED ME AND THE WHOLE WORLD HATES ME I HATE LIFE I WANT TO DIE!" Cartman just stared at Kyle. " your such and idiot Kyle... no one hates you, and your parents love you, and even if they don't I always will." Cartman then proceeded to kiss Kyle gently on the head. " good night Kyle" as Cartman drifted to sleep it was pure silence in the room leaving Kyle to his own thoughts. You know what maybe just maybe life is worth living, and you know what life isn't that bad at all.
Sorry if that sucked
