We get to my flat and I get out of the car. I'm still in tears. "Do you want me to come with and stay?" Mia says gentlly. "No." I firmly respond. I wasn't being mean, I just didn't want to have anything to do with people today.
I walk into the flat empty. Thank God. I don't want Dan and Phil to see me like this. I run to my bedroom, tears coming down fast. I huddle in the corner, cring my fucking eyes out. I've just about had it with people calling me this things.I suddenly remember the blade in Phil's bathroom. The hell with it! I'm just done! I run to his bedroom and into the dark bathroom. I fumble around for the light switch, I can feel the tears falling of my face. I switch the light on and find the three blades in the cuboard. I roll up my sleeve and take a deep breath.The cold metal hits my skin and I cut in deep. I keep slicing open my left wrist until there is no room left. I roll up my other sleeve and start cutting there.
I cut for about an hour. There is blood everywhere. I ended up cutting all of my two wrists and most of my two thighs. Damn I made a mess. i Throw the blade on the floor and leave my arms at my sides.I feel so weak. I've lost so much blood. My vision starts blurring and then I hear the door open and close. Shit... "We're home!" I hear Dan shout. My vision was closing in, until everything went black.
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Through the Dark // AmazingPhil & Danisnotonfire
FanfictionEllie lived in a small house in Manchester with her mum. Her dad was always drunk and never home, while her mum had major panic attacks. After her aunt decides to move into Ellie's house, Ellie moved out. She moved to London to live with her best fr...
