Never Forget (part two)
A few hours later I find out that this is a full on party. Drunk people every where, loud music, dancing. There were people making out in almost every corner of the flat. I was sitting in the couch, lost in thoughts as another person came and sat down with me. It was Pj. "Hey Pj." I smiled at him. "Hey!" He said happily. "So I was wondering if you were um... available... on Friday?" He said nervously. "Ummmm... I don't know...we only met like an hour ago." I blush. "And that's why I'm taking you to my room to get to know you better." He said grabbing my hand gently and rushing to his room.
He sat down on the bed and invited me to sit next to him. "This place...it's amazing." I smile. His walls had various drawings. They were all animated characters and were really well done. "I drew them all myself." He says. "Wow." I say.
After about half an hour of talking, it happens. I knew it was going to happen at one point. He was leaning in, and so was I. We kept leaning in until our lips touched, which was amazing. It felt like a fire had started in me, and it felt wonderful. He pulled me into a hug, and kissed harder. Sparks flew inside me, until he let go. I leaned back and looked at him with sad puppy eyes. Then the door opened. In the doorway stood Dan and Phil. I put on the most uni cent smile and said, "Hai guys!" Phil smiled and said, "Hey Ellie, we were looking for you everywhere!" "I was just chatting with Pj." I say. "Well Dan is drunk and we kinda need to get home so he can get to sleep." Phil says. "Ok well... see ya Peej!" I turn back and say bye to Pj.
We walk back to the flat and I can see what Phil meant by Dan being drunk. He seriously is nuts. And I love him for it. But then I think about Pj, and how I love him too.
*PHIL'S POV*
After getting home from Chris and Pjs party, Ellie and I help Dab to his bed, since he's falling everywhere. "I'm exhausted!" She says after we leave Dan's room. "Yeah me too." I say. Today has been a long day, with helping Ellie get unpacked, the party. "Night Phil." She says before going into her room across from mine.
I walk into my room and after closing the door, I collapse onto my bed. Only if she loved me back. But she loves Dan. I can tell. I want to tell her about how much I love her and how amazing she is, but I feel like it would ruin our friendship.
I pull my laptop off my desk and lay it down on my bed. I open up twitter and tweet, "I have a crush on my friend and I don't know if I should tell her. Advice?" Most of the responses are either, "just tell her! I bet she feels the same." or "How can you just leave Dan like that?" I am seriously tired of this whole "Phan" thing, but I let it slide because the fans are having fun with it.
The next mourning I wake to Ellie shaking me. "C mon I made breakfast! But when I say I made breakfast, I kinda mean Dan made breakfast and I set the table" she giggles. I love it when she does that. I drag myself out of bed and throw a sweatshirt and sweatpants on. I grab my glasses and walk out to the kitchen. I see Dan at the stove finishing a pancake. He sets the plate of pancakes on the table as I take my seat. "Mourning Phil." He says. "Sleep well?" I look up at him and say "Yea, except the fact that I had drag someone's drunk bum to there room last night." I smirk at him and he laughs. "We." Ellie says.
After breakfast I sit on the couch and flip on the tv. I flip the channels until I find an old episode if Doctor Who that I've seen about a million times. Leaving it on, I walk to my room and grab my laptop and bring it back to the living room. When I come back Ellie walks to her room, she's probably getting dressed.
I plop down on the couch and Dan says, "Want some tea?" "Uh yes please." I say and open Tumblr. This is most likely how I will spend the rest of the day.
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FanfictionEllie lived in a small house in Manchester with her mum. Her dad was always drunk and never home, while her mum had major panic attacks. After her aunt decides to move into Ellie's house, Ellie moved out. She moved to London to live with her best fr...