We were making out but we had to stop so we could breathe. Raegan smirked at me and bit his lip and picked me up and took me to his room. He set me down on the bed and kissed my neck. He looked at me and said "are you okay with this?" I looked at him and said "I honestly don't know.." He looked down then said "we could just.. I don't know just trust me. you trust me right?" I said "of course I trust you babe." He said okay and continued to kiss down my body. He took off his shirt which I didn't expect him to do well really I don't now what to expect at all. He looked me up and down then tugged at my shirt asking for him to take it off. I nodded and said "thats all your gonna take off me." He smiled and kissed me and pulled me close to him. He said "I just wanna cuddle with you and kiss you." I smiled and okay he kissed me a few times he would kiss my neck but we pretty much just cuddled and kissed. I looked at him and said "you know I wanna talk about some stuff." He said "okay what do you wanna talk about?" I said "well you know how when we first started talking when you guested me and I was talking about the internet friends I met through you?" He nodded yes. I said "well to them I'm..." He rubbed my back and said "you can tell me anything babe I'm not gonna judge you I'll always love you." I said "well to them i'm a guy and they call me by a different name. I told them to do this because I kind of want to be a guy like you ya know but I don't know how. and thats also why my hair is really short." He said "aw babe why didn't you tell me? I'll help you! But what's the name they call you by?" I said "well its gonna be kinda awkward for you because... its your ex's name. Justin." He said "well.. thats okay. when we actually get you transitioned then I will call you by that name okay? or do you want me to call you that now?" I said "well you can just wait till I transition because no one else calls me that except those internet friends that I met through you." He said okay and then we just cuddled some more and went to bed.
A.N. I was gonna make this chapter dirty but I couldn't do it lol and i'm sorry this chapter was so short and that I take forever to update :(
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It all started with you (A Raegan Beast fan fiction)
FanfictionA girls dream comes true and it all started with one broadcast of her favorite person. Raegan beast!