It all started with you (A Raegan Beast fan fiction)

You emo?

Me and Raegan were just laying in bed and then I asked "hey do you wanna listen to some music its too quiet." He said sure and then I said "do you care what music we listen to?" He said "no. i'll listen to whatever music you want babe." I smiled and went onto my spotify and clicked on my favorite playlist and Welcome to the black parade came on by MCR. I dropped my phone and said "NO NOT THE G NOTE!" Raegan did the same kind of thing and screamed with me. He took my phone and paused it and looked at the playlist name and laughed then said "you have a emo playlist?" I laughed and said yeah I love this kind of music but people say i'm not actually emo because I don't listen to emo enough music." We laughed again and skipped that song because you know the G note triggers emo's like us. The next song that came on was tear in my heart by TOP. We were screaming the lyrics and then I asked "so you emo too?" He laughed and said "yeah just a little." I laughed and said "yeah that's what you say when the supporters ask if your gay." He said "noo i'm-" I cut him off and said yeah yeah I know BiSeXuAl." He made a face then started laughing so hard he had the tea pot laugh which made me laugh really hard too. When we were done laughing after a good 3 minutes he said "okay i'm not trying to rush you whats so ever but when do you think you would like to start T?" I said "Raegan I honestly don't know much about transitioning at all so like you and your dad would have to help me so I have no idea but I would be willing to go shopping for some new clothes." He smiled and said "okay we can do that at least." I said okay and then he said "oh and another thing just let me know when you want me to start calling you by your guy name." I said "okay. but like I feel bad that you will have to call me that because you know that's your ex's name and you know jaegan would be a ship name again and the supporters would be like oh I see he's going back to Justin and people we be confused and just-" He cut me off and kissed me and said "babe don't worry about it. it will all be okay i'm not going to have you change the name you want and the supporters i'll explain it to them when we get there. I'm still cool with Justin anyway we are the best of friends still and we have made it very clear well Justin made it very clear me and him weren't dating anymore and wouldn't be again. and the ship name doesn't have to be jaegan if the supporters don't want it to be that it can be rustin?" I laughed and said "rustin sounds weird. and yeah I guess that's true with Justin." He said "see! you just didn't really think about that kind of stuff did you?" I said "no I guess not. when should we tell the Razzlerz though?" He kind of thought for a moment and then said "We should probably just do it near when you start T and know the date and stuff." I said "yeah that sounds like a good idea so like we actually know about the stuff. man my boyfriend is so smart!" He smiled and laughed then said "i'm not always smart considering the supporters always point out my spelling mistakes." I laughed and said "welll that's true but I still consider you smart and i'll always love you no matter what! unless you cheat on me then I will be very mad and sad. but then again I could see why you would do that because i'm not the most attractive person.." He said "babee you are so beautiful what are you talking about! and I would never cheat on you. I love you so fricking much always know that!" I smiled and said "I'm so glad I found you on the internet and you became my idol because if none of that would have ever happened I wouldn't be who I am today and I wouldn't be here with you right now." He had the biggest smile on his face from me saying that. He hugged me and then we kissed for a while and then I think we just fell asleep because it was getting kind of late.