It all started with you (A Raegan Beast fan fiction)

Cutie

I woke up Raegan looking on his phone. He saw that I was awake and said "good morning baby boy." I smiled at the fact that he called me that but then instantly thought of his ex because he used to call him that. I said "good morning babe." He smiled and kissed me. I was staring off into space and Raegan knows when I do that something is on my mind so he asked "what's wrong babe?" I said "oh um nothing." He gave me a look and said "babe you can talk to me. what's up?" I gave out a little sigh and said "I just keep thinking of your past relationship and how its kind of like ours and what the fans and how drama could happen and I know-" He cut me off with a kiss not just a normal kiss a passionate one.  He put his hands on my face and said "babe don't worry about me past relationship me and Justin are cool he even said himself he's happy for me and he's not bothered by your name weather its the same as his or not. he's just happy i'm happy. your cool with Justin too aren't you?" I said "yes i'm fine with him he was one of my idols just like you in fact I met him at digi tour." (that's actually true irl) He said "okay. then why are you stressing so much about this?" I said " I don't know I just worry about what other people think I guess." He said "well all that matters is that we are happy okay." I nodded and he still had his hands on my face so he pulled my face to his and kissed me again.  We pulled back and he smiled and said "I love you so much your such a cutie!" I blushed a little and said "I love you more babe!" I started to get up and Raegan pulled me back and asked "where do you think your going baby boy?" I smiled and said "um going to take a shower." He smirked and said "can I come?" I said "um sure." He smiled and we walked to the bathroom. I was honestly freaking out we had never done anything like this before, maybe close to be at sometimes but never actually done. As soon as we got in the bathroom he was already taking off his clothes and I was just standing there. He looked at me with his shirt off and said "you okay babe?" I gave a weak smile and said "yeah its just you know i'm not really body confident. I hate my body." He frowned and lifted my chin up and said "hey babe its okay you can trust me you are beautiful i'm not the on who's going to judge you and leave you i'll always be here for you I love you." I smiled and then he continued to get undressed and then got in the shower and then I did the same. We were standing there in the shower and I laughed a little and said "you know I actually do need to take a shower." He laughed too and said "yeah I know. but we can have a little fun too right?" I smiled a little bit and said "yeah I suppose so." He smiled and then we did the normal stuff you would do in a shower like washing your hair, body, and face and then before I could even turn to Raegan he started kissing my neck. I gasped because no one has ever done that before. I could feel him smile on my neck I sighed and smiled to. I had enough of him sucking my neck so I turned around to him and grabbed his face and we started making out. He pushed me up against the wall while still kissing me and then made his way down to my area. (i'm uncomfortable lol) I pulled his hair and he looked up at me as if asking if he could. I slowly nodded because I didn't really know if I was comfortable with this but I can't not let him forever so I just let him. He started to lick inside me and I gasped again. (oh god) I might have let out a small moan and he stood up and kissed me and when we were all done with everything we got dressed and took a nap. 

A.N. oh man what have I done I can never write that much of that kind of stuff omg lol. Just yell at me when yall want me to update because I never update.