It all started with you (A Raegan Beast fan fiction)

Is it time?

*2 MONTHS LATER*

I was talking with Raegan and his dad and then his dad looked at me then back at Raegan and nodded. We went to the car and drove to the place. Raegan's dad was driving and me and Raegan were in the back of the car. I looked up at Raegan and smiled, he did the same and said "I can't believe how far you have come. I can't believe that..." He paused and looked like he was gonna cry. I kissed him and then he finished his sentence "I just can't believe your starting T today." I smiled and hugged him. I saw his dad smile from the mirror he thinks we are a cute couple. Soon enough we got to the same place me and Raegan came to about 3-4 months ago to get a binder from me. We all went inside and the lady called us back to a room. Iv'e had the same lady doctor the whole time we have came here. She said hi to me and did a quick check up on me and then she left to check on some other stuff and get my testosterone stuff. I just started thinking of everything and how far iv'e come. I went from being a girl who wore t-shirts and jeggings to a.. boy who wears sweatshirts and sometimes t-shirts and jeans. Just a few months ago I got a binder which.. I never thought I would have got. And just now I get to start T and you know actually get to sound like a boy..  We still haven't told the Razzlerz about my transition or about me going by a different name. When Raegan goes live i'm not in the shot and everyone asks about me but he i'm next to him I just don't wanna be in it but sometimes I just rest my head on him but that's it. I'm so scared of what they will think but I know Raegan said he will explain to them and make sure they don't get mad or something. Raegan nudges me and says "hey are you okay babe?" I say "yeah i'm just thinking about everything." He says "hey everything is going to be fine I will be here the whole time." I nod and then say "should we just randomly broadcast and make everyone confused or just broadcast when we get home." He thinks a minute and says "I'll just record it on my phone and your's and then we can both post it later but while we are broadcasting and after we are done explaining. If that just made any sense." I laugh and say "yeah I got it." He kissed me on my forehead and then my doctor came in with the stuff. I looked at Raegan wide eyed and smiled really big he laughed and stood up so he could get ready to record. His dad took his phone he he took mine. My doctor explained some stuff about my testosterone and told me how to do it. She looked at Raegan and asked if he had been on T before. He said yeah and said he would help me. (I know in real life he's not but i'm just gonna say he is lol) She asked me if I was ready for her to do the shot and I nodded and Raegan and his dad started recording. Soon enough the needle was going into my thigh and I put my hands over my mouth and looked at the phones and then said "oh my gosh. freaking testosterone is in my body!" She took the needle out of my thigh and then said I was all set to go and told me when to do it next and all this other stuff. I looked at Raegan about to cry he said "Justin! You started T!" I put my head on his chest and started to cry I was so happy. We walked out to the car and rode home. Once we got home we went to Raegan's room and he set up his phone to broadcast and then we were live. We waited for people to come in the broadcast and then Raegan said "hey guy um we have some news fro ya." I wasn't in the shot yet because they don't know about me changing at all and if I was in it right away they would figure it out right away. Everyone asked what the news was and then Raegan said laughing "okay okay. well you guys know how Madison hasn't really been showing herself on camera. like she used to?" I know he knew he was using the wrong pronouns he was just doing it so he wouldn't give it away. He continued after looking at some of the comments some people were trying to guess but none were right. "okay well she was doing that for a reason. and you guys need to be nice about what i'm about to tell you because if you guys don't well I will be very upset and will end the broadcast. do you guys understand?" He waited for responses. I love him so much. He finishes up "well she's been hiding because Madison isn't Madison anymore. She has been transitioning into a boy. And its Justin now. He got his first testosterone shot today and has been wearing boy clothes." He gestured for me in move closer to him and be in the camera so I did. Everyone was very accepting. I said "and guys its okay if for a little bit you guys call me by the wrong name and you know you did it just know its Justin." Raegan nodded to that and then said "and we know its gonna be kinda weird because my ex was Justin and the ship was Jaegan but make sure if people who didn't get a chance to see this broadcast think me and Justin Blake got back together please correct them." Everyone said they would and then me and Raegan went on our phones and posted my T video on Instagram that him and his dad recorded. We said a few more things to the supporters and then ended the broadcast and looked at the comments on the video we posted on our accounts.