a devil with the voice of an angel

they're so in love

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Thanks Maya. I just want you to feel loved.
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Maya's pov

"Huh?" I says feeling a true hurting inside.

"That I love you." He says looking me in the eyes.

I shake my head and look down.

"I can't believe I trusted you.." I finally says.

"Why?" Lucas asks coming closer up to me.

"Because.. I have bad luck, Lucas! I never hope for anything good to happen, but when I met you it kinda changed. But I guess it's true what I say: hope is for suckers."

"Maya. You can believe and feel whatever you want, but know that I only want you happy and loved. And if that's without me in your life, I'll leave you alone." He says letting go of my hand.

I can't say anything, without ruin it can I?!

"Well, thats up to you..." Lucas says getting up from the bed and walking over to the door.

"You can sleep here. I'll sleep on the couch." He stuttered, leaving me alone in the room.

I just stand there watching the empty bed in front of me.

Lucas isn't that type of guy.. he isn't. I know that. But I'm to afraid to let anything get to me.

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I rolled around in the bed for almost an hour. I couldn't sleep. I miss having Lucas arms around me, keeping me safe.

Ugh, I can't do this.

I stood up from the big bed of his and grabbed my crutches.

I went out of his room and turned on the lights.

I sat down in the stairs and let myself slide down each step.

Dang, it hurts.

I stand up again jumping to the living room seeing Lucas sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.

"Huckleberry I-.." I started but as soon as he heard me he came up to me and picked me up.

With my legs around his waist, he spun us around holding me tight.

"I'm so sorry Maya. I should have-.."

"You have nothing to be sorry about, Cowboy. I was just overreacting. I guess I'm just a little scared of getting to close to someone because I think they'll just leave me." I say as he slowly slides me down.

When my feet touched the floor, he bent down and says.

"I'll never leave you."

And there we go again. I'm lost in his eyes and all I want is to kiss him, but I can't.

"Can we sleep in your bed?" I ask him. "Together?" I added.

"I would loved that."

I giggled and he picked me up, walking us upstairs to his room.

"You can tell her Riley. But if it results is me made fun off, I make sure your balls will hurt for mouths." I say as he laughs.