a devil with the voice of an angel

babe

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2-3 more weeks. Yey...
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Maya's pov

The room was empty and dark. Don't get it wrong, I can take care of myself.. it's just wired to suddenly be alone. Again..

I laid on my back, staring up on the celling. Thoughts flew by me as I looked around.

I covered my body with mint green the blankets and tried be comfortable and warm.

My eyes started to close. My ears was still carefully listening at the unbelievable silent silence in the house.

I drift of to sleep, thinking of soon meeting Riley again.

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"No, mom.. I'm sorry!" I shouted.

"You better be. It's all your fault."

With that she left. My six year old self, alone in a little apartment. I closed my eyes, seeing my dad.

In the door he stood, with his brown bag. Dressed up in grey sweatpants and a white shirt, his long hair behind his ears.

"Dad, where are you going." The six year old me asked him.

"Goodbye, little devil." He said and a tear fell down his cheek. His blue eyes looking into mine. That was the last time I ever saw him.

As soon as I opened them I were me again. 17, in my bedroom at my uncles.

"MAYA!?!" He shouted from downstairs.

I walked down and saw him, mom and dad. All wearing black. Jeeez...

A tear slide down my cheek. "Hi..." i said, not taking my eyes of them.

"It's all your fault." The said in union.

Their bodies faded away. Breaking into a million pieces. Each piece was on the size of a baby's nail, with a photo of me crying.

"ITS ALL MY FAULT!!" I screamed.

"ITS ALL MY FREAKING FAULT!!!"

"MAYA, HOW COULD YOU?!"

"ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

I quickly sat up and breathed heavily. I was sweating and shaking.

"It's okay. I'm here..." a voice said.

Lucas?

"Yup." He said.

Thank god

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Saturday
7:43 am

"Maya, what exactly happened last night?" Lucas asked and sat down next to me and stroke my back.

I leand back from the toilet and slid my hand over my mouth and used a towel to take of the last rests of my vomit.

Our bags was already packed and stood in the living room. Archie was sleeping in one of Pappy Joe's lights brown Cowboy hats.