Precious Memories ~Amourshipping~

Phone call

Serena POV

"Hello? This is Serena."

I feel my hands getting shaking, making my phone shake too.

Let's do this Serena.

"Hello?" I hear a familiar voice.

But, it wasn't the voice I was expecting.

"Um.... Who is this?" I already had one person in mind.
I just...... Wanted to make sure.

"It's Lillie. Serena!" She says.

My heart sunk.

What is she doing on Ash's phone?

My whole body froze as I tried to talk.

"Um..... Ash promised me we would talk.... Do you know where he is?"

"Oh, he did? I'm sorry. He's asleep.
Should I go wake him up?"

"Oh.... No. It's alright.

Well, um...... Sorry for bothering you and Good night."

"Good night."

She says as she hangs up.

I can't believe it.

It was true.

They were a thing.

I mean, she was at his house after all.

He's comfortable with her.

I put my phone away to protect it from my tears.

I lay down on my bed.

I feel my bedsheets get wet.

My mind goes blank.

I didn't even know what I was doing.

My whole body loses control.

I lost control.

I can't take this anymore.

I don't want to do this.

I'm tired.

It's not worth it.

I'm done with this.

Forget love.

I'm never doing this again.

................

But,

I......

I just.......

Can't

Why is it so hard

So hard

To forget someone

You truly love