If Only - Jake Paul

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Madison : Jake
I ran up stairs following him, I grabbed his arm and turned him around right before he could get up the second flight of stairs .
Jake : WHAT!
Madison : I don't like Emilio he was hugging me because he wasn't home last night he didn't get to see me out of the hospital . And second don't yell at me
Jake : Look I'm sorry ok, I'm under a crud load of stress right now and the last thing I want is my girl cheating on me
Madison : Jake ? I used my hand to lift his chin up so our eyes met
Madison : I love you and only you and you better remember that
Jake smiled at me and I kissed his forehead .
Jake : Only a forehead kiss ?
Madison : Your gonna have to work for a better kiss lover boy .
I started to walk back down stairs and I slipped causing me to hit my head . I heard running come towards me .
Jake : Mads ? Madison ?!
Jake : Call 911
The next thing I knew I heard a monitor . Not again, just not again ! I fluttered my eyes open to see a blonde boy with brow eyes .
Jake : Madison, thank god your alright
Madison : Who's Madison ? Who are you
I started to feel uneasy with the fact some stranger is in here but for some reason I feel like I know this guy .
Jake : Nurse !
Nurse : Hi Madison.
Madison : Who is Madison !
Nurse : Your Madison ...
Nurse : Mr. Paul I'm gonna need a word with you
Jake : Ok
The boy left the room and talked with the nurse .
Nurse : How hard did she hit her head
Jake : It was hard enough it knocked her out
Nurse : Ill talk to the doctor but I believe she may have amnesia ...
Jake : No ...
Nurse : I don't think it's wise to tell her everyone's connections to her maybe just family and friends no emotional to where it could possibly cause her heart rate to become unstable
The boy started to cry, I felt sad the second he started crying like we had some connection . The nurse walked back in and explained who I am .
Nurse : Hi honey I'm Skylar ...
Madison : Hi
Nurse : Your name is Madison ...
Madison : Ok ?
Nurse : This is your friend Jake
So that's what his name is ? The boy I mean Jake ? Walked up to me and said
Jake : Hi, in Jake Paul ...
Madison : Hi
I felt the blood rush to my cheeks and his cheeks became red too
Jake : You live in a house with me and 8 other friends of yours .
Madison : Who are they ?
Jake took out his phone and showed me a picture
Jake : This is Chad, And the Martinez twins Emilio and Ivan
He said pointing to 3 guys in one photo
Jake : This is Tessa Brooks your younger sister
Madison : I have a sister ? So I'm Madison Brooks ?
Jake nodded : Madison Bailey Brooks
Madison : That's pretty
Jake : This is Ericka, Chance and Anthony .
The minute he said the name Anthony I felt calm what do I have with this boy ? What do I have with Jake why do I feel like I trust him ? We just met and I somehow just trust him ?
Jake : this is Kade but we call him uncle Kade
Madison : Why do I feel like I trust them ? I've never met them
Jake : Well before you where in the hospital you did remember and know them .
Madison : I did
Jake : Yah .. All of them are your friends including me
Madison: Cool
So we aren't anything more than that ? I'm not like that with anyone else in that house ?
Jake : You get to go home today so you can meet them all .
Madison : Yay
Skip to getting home ...
I walked into a large house to see all he people from the picture .
Tessa : Hi Madison I'm Tessa your sister
Madison : Hi Jake told me about you all already
Madison : Uncle Kade, Martinez twins, Chance and Anthony, Jake, Chad, Ericka and Tessa
Jake : Good job
Ericka : Im Tessa's best friend along with yours . You love to shop and dance and you like to wear converse a lot .
Madison : That would explain the shoes
I said looking down at my feet
Anthony : I'm Anthony but you call me Antman or Tony ... your from California but you moved to LA to live with all of us . We play pranks on you but it's fun because you prank us back
Madison : Cool
Chance : I'm Chance but you call me C or Brotha . Your sister Tessa is my girlfriend and you and ...
Jake started to make a no don't tell her motion to Chance
Chance : You and Me are like brother and sister like with Anthony
Nick : I'm nick I'm kind of the manager of things . I try and look out for everyone here
Kade : I'm uncle Kade I'm the video guy who helps edit .
Chad : I'm chad I'm kind of a skater if I do say so myself . I'm the next Tony halwk
I laughed
Martinez twins : I'm Emilio and this is Ivan but you still kinda confuse us with each other it's hard we know . We are best friends and you are like a sister to us now .
Madison : So that's why I felt safe with you ?
Martinez twins : I guess they said in unison
Jake : Why don't I show you your room
Jake walked me up to a pretty room with a bunch of pictures of me and Tessa but one caught my eye . A picture of me and Anthony holding hands
Madison : Am I more than friends with anyone here ?
Jake : Uh uh no nope not at all a tear escaped his eyes
Madison : Then what's this ?
Jake : Oh the first night you came here . You were tired from the plane ride you fell asleep on Anthony's shoulder . And he held you hand for the picture . You to are just friends
Madison : Oh
I looked around the room to see a black and white phone case . I picked it up to see I had a phone in it . I turned it on to see a picture of me and Jake on a beach holding hands . He's lying to me isn't he why would he keep it from me ? I unlocked the phone . So I can't remember my friends and possible boyfriend but I can remember a passcode ? I went into a couple different apps . One of them called Instagram . I looked at several pictures while Jake wasn't looking . I saw photos of me and Jake then in my bio it said " I love Jake Paul ❤️" I turned off the phone and put it back as Jake turned around to look at me .
Jake : Maybe you should get some sleep
Madison : Oh ok ...
I saw tears in his eyes .. I got up and quickly hugged him . I feel safe, like I can trust him but why ? I know we aren't just friends so what are we ?
Jake : okay ...
Madison : I'm sorry I don't remember
Jake : Perhaps okay will be our always ... it's from one of your favorite movies . We'll have to watch it later he said smiling