If Only - Jake Paul

Leaving

Jake's p.o.v
I leaned in
Cops : We got a call about a fight breaking out
Madison : Thank god
She broke away from the hug . The cops grabbed Logan and cuffed him . The cops took him away and the fans started to worry on what was happening .
End of p.o.v
I went into my room and watched as the cop car drove away . I felt a weight go off my chest . I wasn't afraid anymore because now he's gone .
My phone dinged 
Clever news : Logan Paul arrested for domestic violence crimes against former girlfriend Madison Brooks ... after that everything went black
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2 weeks later
I woke up to my alarm ...
I turned it off and stood up, I must of fallen asleep . I put on a pair of leggings, a hoodie and a pair of converse . I left my hair down and flipped it to one side . I curled it and grabbed my phone . Jake and I have beeen weird between each other ... I've seen him with Tessa and texting people . He did a vlog with Amanda and he kissed her in it . I wanted to die ... I don't even know what this is anymore . Do I like him or not some times I completely hate him and others I wish I could hold his hand again
(4:00am )
(Jake : We should talk )
I walked downstairs and no one was awake ... except Anthony I walked outside and I sat in a chair . I watched the fire jump .
Play song now *
Anthony : Hey
Madison : Hi
He quickly pulled me into a hug
Anthony : How are you doing
Madison : I'm fine
Jake's p.o.v
I walked downstairs to see where Madison was going . I walked down the last step and saw a fire outside . I walked closer to see her hugging Anthony .
Jake : I should have told her ...
I walked back upstairs and closed my door
End of p.o.v
As Anthony hugged me I saw Jake walking upstairs .
Anthony : We all should go hang out tommorow
He said breaking away from the hug
Madison : Paintball ?
Anthony : Are you physic ?
Madison : No you just still have red bumps from last time you went
I said pointing to a paintball mark on his neck .
Anthony : Well you pay attention
I nodded we sat out there talking tell about 6:00 . I woke up in my bedroom somehow . He must of carried me up
I checked the time (9:30)
I walked into Jake's room but he was gone . My smile faded what am I doing ?! I just got out of a relationship .
Come on be honest you have liked him the whole time . Maybe I did
I walked downstairs looking for Jake
Tessa : Who are you looking for
Madison : Ja... I mean uh my phone
Tessa : Your looking for Jake ?
I hit her arm
Tessa : He left he said he had a meeting 
The door flew open almost on cue . My eyes lit up almost immediately . I looked down to my shoes
Jake : Hey guys
Madison : Hey
Jake : You guys want to help me finish the vlog ?
Everyone : Sure
We finished the vlog and me and Tessa started to edit our vlogs halfway through editing Tessa's phone rang .
Tessa : Mads come here
I followed Tessa to her room she put the phone on speaker .
Tessa : Hello ?
Mom : Hey honey ...
Tessa : Hey
Madison : Hey mom
Mom : Thank goodness your ok
Dad : Are you hurt ?
Madison : No I'm fine
Mom : We love you ok
Tessa and I : We love you too
Dad : But we need to tell you something
I looked at Tessa and she looked at me both of us with " This isn't good " kinds of expressions .
Mom : Look ... your father and I have decided you too are not
Dad : Your not safe there
Dad : So you need to come home
Tessa : What ?!
Her eyes filled with tears as well as mine
Madison : No
Dad : You will or else we will come down there and get you ourselves
Tessa : But Cha..
Dad : Who ?
Dad : That's what I thought now pack your things
Mom : Your flights leave tomorrow at 5:00 am
Mom : I'm sorry honey ...
Madison : I can't believe you
I hung up the phone and walked out of Tessa's room . I felt the tears fall down my cheek . I don't want to leave and I'm being forced to . What about Jake, he's going to hate me ... I packed my bags and set them beside my bed . My room looked so empty and it kills me . If I leave Jake will be hurt . Team 10 is like my second family . I can't just loose them . I looked around my empty room .
Flash back *
Jake : Hi I'm Jake
He helped me out my things in my room
End of flash back
Flash back *
He leaned in and we kissed I felt sparks it was magical
Flashback *
Jake : Okay ?
Madison : Okay
I smiled and he smiled back I kissed his cheek and went to bed
End of flash backs *
I checked the time and it was already 9:00 pm I had just been looking around my room and looking through photos on my phone for hours ... I set my phone down and walked downstairs .
Jake : There you are
He walked towards me
Jake : Were getting pizza do you wanna come with ?
I nodded this will be the last time I'm with him . So I have to make it the best
We climbed into the truck and went to the pizza shop . During the drive me and him sang random songs from the radio . I laughed with him we picked up pizza and brought it home . I went into his room with slices for us and Pepsi just like last time . We watched movies, we laughed and cried it was like last time . Even though this was the last time ...I fell asleep in Jake's arms
Beep beep beep ...
I checked my phone ( 3:00am)
I turned it off and got up I kissed Jake's forehead . I walked out of his room and got dressed into one of Jake's hoodies jeans and converse . I left my hair down and grabbed my bags . I looked around my room one last time .
Madison : I'm gonna miss this
I quickly wrote a note and Tessa was finally ready . I stuck the note on the fridge and we left the house in an Uber ...