If Only - Jake Paul

...Immagination ...

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Still Jake's p.o.v
I kept reading and found a page about me
Jake 😔
I still like him ... but it's more than that I love him more than anything . Jake Paul is going to the death of me him and those brown eyes .. 1/16/16
That was from 2 months ago ... before she started dating  Logan
Flash back *
I saw Madison and Logan holding hands ... I wanted to tell her I still love her. She's with him and it burns me .
Logan : I love you
Madison : I love you to
Madison : Okay ?
Logan : What ?
I want to tell her everything all my feelings for her ... she doesn't know it but it's true
Madison's p.o.v
I miss him ... I miss those brown eyes the way he held me . The butterflies I miss okay .
End of p.o.v
End of flash back
Madison : What are you doing ?
I turned around quickly, she glared at me looking angry but sad
Jake : Madison
I couldn't even look at her the same way... She went through so much and I didn't help her . I just want to hug her and tell her it's alright .
Madison : Why would you read it
Tears filled her eyes and she yelled
Madison : Get out!
I stood there shocked I've never seen her so mad .
Madison : Leave !
I quickly got out, I stood outside her door and slid down .
End of p.o.v
Why did I ever write my life in that ! Someone was bound to find it and of course it was Jake ! If Logan find out Jake knows or that anyone does I'm dead .... he'll spread rumors and ruin my career and my life 😭 Tears started flowing through my eyes to my cheek and down to the floor . I layed on my bed . I started balling my eyes out .
I held the book in my hands and threw it across the room .
Jake's p.o.v
I went to talk to Madison ... she was laying on her bed sobbing .
Jake : Please let me talk to you
Madison : Why ? Your going to tell Logan
Jake : I wouldn't do that to you
She sat up I saw all the tear stains on her cheeks . My heart broke I walked to her and held her in my arms . She snuggled into my chest and I felt the same way I did when I first met her .
Flash back *
Tessa : This is my sister Madison
I met my eyes with hers ... she's dang
Just wow ...
Flash back *
Jake : I guess I really fell for you 😂
Madison : Yeah
She blushed
Flash back *
I held her hands in mine, I let go and she stared at me looking sad . I intertwined them this time and her cheeks went red .
End of flash backs
I should of made a move when she slipped ... I need to tell her I love her and now .
Jake : Madison ...
I looked at her to see her eyes where closed she fell asleep .
Jake : I wish you where awake to hear this ...
Madison's p.o.v
I was almost asleep when Jake started to talk
Jake ; I wish you where awake to hear this
Jake : Remeber how we talked about how I didn't want you hurt ... the conversation we had at the ice cream place ?
Jake : I was trying to tell you that I still ...
He was cut off by the doorbell downstairs . He sat up I fluttered my eyes open ...
Jake : Hey
Madison : Hi
What was he trying to tell me ?
Jake : I'll be right back
I nodded he left the room and went down stairs . I sat on my bed staining st the wall thinking of what he could of been trying to say . My thoughts where cut off by the sound of yelling
Logan : Where is she !
Jake : She's not here !
I know that voice it sent a shiver down my spine .
Logan : I KNOW SHES HERE
I heard a loud crash I looked out the crack in my door between the door and the frame . I saw Jake on the ground knocked out . Logan's eyes met with mine his eyes where red and blood shot . He started to run upstairs, I slammed my door in his face . I ran into my walk in closet . I stomped my foot on the ground allowing the small door to open . I probably should of mentioned ... you know my parents are CIA agents well ex CIA anyways, before I moved here with Tessa they may have uh secretly gotten a secret room installed .... it's a tunnel that leads to a room that's actually the pool shed .   So I have my secrets too . I crawled through the small door and it shut behind me I crawled and slid down the small slide part of the crawl space  until I got to the shed . These tunnels run underground through the house . 
Logan's p.o.v
I knew she'd turn to Jake ! I sped down to his house and banged on his door . He answered
Logan : Where's Madison
Jake : Your not going anywhere near her
Logan : Little Jakey thinks he's tough ?
Logan : Where is she !
Jake : She's not here !
If he's not going to tell me I'm finding her ! I pushed past Jake and he tried to hit me . He has no clue what he's just done . I knocked him out, the thinning really helped with self defense haha .
I locked eyes with Madison I ran upstairs and she shut the door in my face . I heard her shuffling in her room . I kicked down the door and she was gone .
Logan : Sh*insert squeak noise *
I looked around her room and started looking around the house .
End of p.o.v
I finally got to the pool shed I got out of it and heard running near me . I looked out by the front door . I ran out to the fans . He won't do anything to me around them . I ran outside to the fans .
Fans : Madison !
Madison : Shhhh !
Madison : Look guys Logan can't see me right now I'm doing a uh surprise for him he can't see me and he's here so I need to hide
I spotted our makeup artist
Madison : Thank god ! I need you to hide me
She grabbed my arm and put me in her van ( that sounds weird 😂😂)
I sat down in the van and she locked it .
She stood inside with me
Carra : What's going on
Madison : I'll explain later for now we need to hide me
Logan : Where's Madison ?
Fan : She's in the van
Madison : Oh no ! I dialed 911 on my phone and called .
The van doors flew open and Logan grabbed my arm . He held it tightly and I couldn't get away . 
Jake's p.o.v
I fluttered my eyes open ... my vision became blurry . I tried to get up but couldn't with out it hurting  . I layed there and watched Logan walk around then run outside . I slowly got up although everything aches . I stood up and I felt dizzy but I pushed through it .  I saw Logan in the back yard holding Madison's arm . I rushed out the back door . I hit Logan several times until e fell to the ground . I cheek where he punched it's now sore and purple . Madison ran over to me and jumped on me hugging me I hugged Madison . Our faces where inches apart .
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Aaaannnnndddd cliffhanger 😂❤️ Sorry ily .