team 10

after midnight

Its midnight and were all bored so were going to watch a scary movie
Im wearing chances flannal. Not in a sexual way but all my pajamas are dirty and ant is picky😂

Were all cuddled up.

Ants at one end im cuddled into him, chance is by me, Ivans beside Chance and Tessa is cuddled into him, Emilio is sitting beside him, Jakes sitting beside him, Kade beside him and Erikas cuddled into him, Nick sits next to them, and last but not least Tristan sits on the other end staring at me.
We were watching the conjurring. I screamed alot. And everytime anthony would hold me tighter i dug my chest into his chest. Once the movie is over we all decide to play truth or dare.

"Truth or dare Aly" chance asks
"Truth" i reply
"Have you cheated on ant before"not excactly"

"Truth or dare tristan"
"Truth"
"Is it true...

All of a sudden the door opens and Logan walks in. His eyes go from chance who opened the door to me.
"Alyssa can we talk"
"Alissa doesnt live here" jake said
"Sorry Aly, can we talk"
I look at Anthony and he nods his head.

"What is going on"jake asked
"Yeah" tristan asked
"They kissed"ant replied

                      Alys pov.

Me and logan are sitting on the roof
"Its after midnight, ya know"
"I dont care" he replied
"So what did you wanna talk about"
"I love you and it hurts that your with him but i respect you for your decision."
I start crying. He pulls me into a hug and my heads in his neck.
"Im so sorry"
"Its ok beautiful"he replies
"Im gonna head home see ya later alyssa"
"Bye" i said

I watched his car pull out and leave
I just sat there sinking deep in my thoughts.

              I realized, I cheated, i kissed logan. Im what i hoped id never become. My father. My father was always a cheating man. But he tried his best to make sure i wouldnt end up like him. My dad cheated on my mom, jake cheated on me, anthony cheated on me, i cheated on anthony. It all ties together im a worthless slut. I wanna die so bad sometimes but theres always one person stopping me. Right now theres 1. Myself.

I ended up falling asleep on the roof.
Anthony apparently came up there and carried me to my room while i was sleeping.