Anthony is so amazing no matter how many times I fail at doing something he always makes me feel like Ive succeeded. But. Im not good for him. Hes this amazingly perfect guy and Im this broken damaged girl. I wanna be prettier than all the other girls. I face so many struggles and they may knock me down but i have to be strong. "Hey babygirl"anthony says "Hey" "Whats wrong"he asks "Nothing. Im fine" "Im not falling for that. Im not stupid, theres something wrong"he says Instead of replying i start crying. I feel his arms wrap around me and i put my head into his chest and cry. I dont belong in this house. I should be anywhere but here. All these people work so hard on what they do. But I love it here. And I love the people. And I know they love me. I look up at Anthony and smile. Weve been through so much. And somehow I love the weirdo more and more everyday. "Im gonna change" i said pulling away from his chest I quickly change into a maroon shirt, with some leggings, a pair of brown wedged heels, a gold watch, and a flower necklace
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I walk downstairs and decide to go to Starbucks. I order a vanilla frappe and drive back to the house i walk in the office and drag a hair over by nick. We were working on my merch. Its a classic.
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And it says A-lyssa..L-oves..Y-ou.. on the back. Today is just one of those days where theres not much to do.
